days are changing

2006-08-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

you know what? i've decided to get a new blog so that i'll be able to blog what i want, get things off me so i wont get pissed so often. so yeahh...

I'VE MOVED(:

and i doubt i want to put my new link here. and i guess its not diff to find me BUT dont bother finding. yupp! ohwells(: BYE PEOPLE!

2006-08-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

wah lao! my forehead is like covered with loads of pimple all of a sudden lahhh! blardi hell. its so scary touching it. its like one whole chunk there all popped up! kns. AHHHH. its so scary luh. so now, i shall just be healthy and not eat heaty food and not provoke those things up here ):

hmmm. it suddenly occured to me today that i've been doing badly in every subject luh. failing this and that. and i just didnt really care until today's eng. RAHHH. my format killed me if not, i'll get like a better mark. ohwells, why am i talking abt my results here.

tmr's a wed. and that's means there's band right=( i hope im wrong! im am SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! why cant we have a one month hols. boohooo! since the finals are like coming, arent we gng to have a cca break? thats prob sth worth looking forward to. HMMM.

HAHA. xinyu, i shall like tempt you with the mag! ha! thks for the choc too!(:

I SHALL GO STUDY. wait, what's there to study? OH, blardi mole concept. or maybe i shld just catch on some sleep. and the econs how? AHHH.

GOD SAVE ME!

2006-08-10T10:05:00.000+08:00

aregh. feel like sucha loser. my blog is like blardi hell DEAD. hahahahah. i still think national day shld be like a WEEK'S HOLS, or maybe one month, after all, its like NATIONAL DAY. 2 day hol only. RAHHH!

HMM. last and this week, its like so much thing happened. so HAPPY ones and some obviously i wont want to talk abt. sch life changed so much. haiya. shall shut up(:

RAHH. shoot me. we've yet to finish our geog ppt. the worst thing was that quraisha and lorraine were so nice to do the ppt but we GUESSED the wrong topic so we've to do another one. argh. can you imagine, we forgot what our topic was and it CAUSED US THEM SO MUCH TROUBLE. ahhh. shoot me!

i want to buck up my science. my tuition tchr like keep harping on the issue that i shld do sth abt it, if not, i can like jolly well just drop them. rahhhhh. fine! but isnt that like a lil too late. its gng to be like end of the year soon. EOYS! ):

maybe i shld buck up and concentrate. ohwells, this is like sth i decide also no use right? rawr!

I AM NOTHING THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE!
TAKE ME AS I AM!
ha! love these phrase(:
from nic's song. so nice right? hahhahaha.

TAG REPLIES(:
[to those who ask me to link] I REALLYREALLY DID LINK YA'LL but i wonder where did it go. ohwells!

[haha] HAHAHAAH. yeah right, shy person! no ego! HAHAHAH. kidding who? hahah. i do know you right! i have a feeling tho!

[joan] sorry joan! i didnt realise that tho. hahahaah. shall change it kay(:

[net] hahaha. im not that old kay! hahah. 4million year, wont i be that old too? hahah.

[tiffany] hahah. i dont appear online nowadays. ohwells. msg me or sth luhh. when i accidentally go your blog, it will like JAM MY ENTIRE THING UP! what do you have against me?

[kwanling] YEAHYEAH, want to go on wed. how abt this fri and sat. OOPS, there's no band also. so coincidence hor? HAHAHAH.

2006-08-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

ok. i've been like mugging for tests for the past few days. thinking abt nth besides test test test! ok, besides some other stuff. and tmr there's band. gosh lah. im so not looking forward to it. suddenly band's like so dull, there's nth to look forward to. ohwait, band is always this dull. i really dread gng for band can. thinking of whatever shit solo we have to play, MEMORISING all the scales, doing dunno what chart. i guess if the band wna improve there must be at least like a motivation or sth right. OHSHUTUPLENA! i rather wish i was dead so that i can not go for band(:

i've spent my time today like so meaningless can! rahhh. waited like so long before my friend came. and i had to loner loner sit at day and night and eat lunch alone cause the whole world is like doing napha! rahh. and tiffany and livia came and ate lunch there too. ok, i didnt feel my existence at all lah. ha!

anw, me and my friend like wasted our time and worst still, MONEY doing nothing. gosh! hahah. was so retarded.

hahah. so jeong just emailed me(: that's interesting. hehe.

i just realised that sometimes its so hard to trust your friends. cause you wont know when are they fake or not. ok, this did not happen to me. ohwells. CHEERS to the person kay?

2006-07-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

ok, i saw my blog and realised i didnt blog for a looonnng time and the first post is like about raihan so i decided to post! hahaha.

i suddenly had an urge to learn dance again lah. cause when i went singing with my tuition frens, they were like commenting that they know how to dance this and that mv and im so jealous la! but nvm, i shall until i learn drums cause there's ppl learning with me now! yay! hoho, I LOVE THEM! but they have so much passion for drums until they're willing to pay the lessons on their own la! ha, if only i had such determination. i shall bring bread everyday and save money and pay for it on my own too!

i've been trying to mug for econs but dunno why i end in front of the comp, tv or end up doing other things. rahh! i really really need to buck up in econs since ss+geog can get me nowhere, and im not saying the econs can. hahah. and im satisfied with my MCQ econs. 6/10(: i hope she gives more MCQ. cause i always do well in that. more luck perhaps. and my essay question got 3.5/20. IMPRESSIVE RIGHT! ha! so i shall mug hard for econs.

hmm. physics on tue. i better pass that and i wont have to see jo**** anymore. i cant stand facing her for an extra 1hour 15mins! PASS PHYSICS!

amaths. i forgot to memorise the identities and so, you can guess how my ST went. )):

my results this time is like SHIT! and i just seem like i cant do well. ohwells!

hmm. my next sunday's gng to be taken up by band again. imagine 4 sundays taken up by band. ohwells. just hope that this wed/fri/sat, there's no band. but that's HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE.

ohya, and the LOVE DEGREES show is getting so interesting. AHHHH. ok, this happened on last tue but nvm. THE BARI'S OF MEIDAN HIGH SCH IS SO HOT CAN! meltsandswoons. he's like so cute, so diff from him on stage. he look like someone who has an attidude, but NO(!), he's like so friendly so nice so retarded! now retarded can be a compliment too! hahahah.

rahh. STUDY ECONS! STUDY PHYSICS!

2006-07-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

ok, raihan commented that i always said that i want to blog abt her being crazy but in the end, it will be empty talk. but now, i'll prove her wrong. RAHHHHH.

raihan has this YELLOW spongebobsquarepants ___ . (on second thought, i wont malu her.) and she will just flash it to everyone and she wears it everyday. i dont know how she does that but yeah. and she claims she washes it. HMMM. oh, and hani said that she's horny cause she has horns (when her hair sticks out). when you hear her says it, it was like SO FUNNY lah. and raihan WANTS to be big cause she wont want to starve her children next time. SICK LAH! aiyo. see raihan. i dont make empty talks kay!

OH. i passed my a maths kay! mrs loy said until i did damn badly or sth lah. she even changed my seat, i tght i got like a single digit or sth. rahh. considering the fact that the day before there's band, and im talking abt a sunday, mindyou. and i hardly studied. so its quite an achievement(:

OH. and i HATE ** la. whatever about proper nouns kay. i dont care abt them! just as long i can write compos without knowing whats proper nouns kay! rahh.

rahh. i really really need a sleep. argh. i still have to go for meidan concert. and i predict that i'll not enjoy my time there cause yeah. OHMY. haih. but meidan's good, japan top band. woah. ahh, i'll be missing my shows. BOO!

ok, econs test tmr. RAHHHHH. AHHHHH. i just realise i need to think of what to wear later. rahh. MY CLOTHES SUCKS!

2006-07-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

haha. went back after band with xinyu. ha! didnt know she was just as crazy, nonsense, stupid as me! rahh. i tght i was the only retarded one but who knows she's like me. haha. but i bet she's worse than me!

went battle of the bands ysd. had to persuade yingxian so long that i wont pangseh than she was willing to go with me lah. and she sort of lost her voice with me. hehe. got so high with her.

AND ITS WAS SO ROCKING CAN. the guest band was like so shit. but the other participating ones are like so good. i tght crescent girls' band gna be good, ohwells. and there was 1 or 2 bungs lah. then someone from sec2 lvl was like ''wahh, our sch bung damn lousy lah!'' that was a funny one! the bung still pull down her suspenders(?). wahlao. and half the time i cant even hear what they're mumbling. and they got 5th place. out of 5 bands.

our sch was rather ok. hsin yu was like so chio with her hair. she look like a professional violinst! and she's so slim. camelia's hair was like so explosive, no drastic change to dahlia's hair, and isabella with her hair look like a piano tchr to me. and lynette agrees. the lead singer sang better there than in sch(: and they got 3rd(: they look so shock when the 4th placing was not them.

other bands like acs international, barker and independance. barker got first. they were as so good and the guy was like HOT. ohya, acs international(4thplacing), the drummer was like so cool and he went topless in the second song.

and when the second songs started, edna(i think its edna:) sat beside me. gosh, i didnt stop laughing. she's was so funny. and she claims i was funny when i didnt even say a word. rahh. then we had fun getting high and shouting into the guys in front who will cover their ears when we scream and so, we will scream just right behind their ears. ha! and its sudden screams. the entire time there i was like sweating like shit, and so squashed up cause the sec2s will come and squeeze into our row. rahh. but it was fun sitting with them lah. got high, ok, too high with them. and i lost my voice screaming with them. haha. raihan and edna are like crazy. but they damn cute. haha.

rahh. ok, i need to sleep or else i'll doze off in church later. rahh.

XINYU. go ask your mother abt the lessons!

2006-07-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

and so, my comp is back(: at least there's like something for me to do besides coming home and sleep. rahh.

and there's no band today! its beeen so long we have a break instead of MORE band prac.

ok, i just went to check out prices for drum lessons. i know i cant coordinate my two hands PLUS feet, but i really dont care that much. i so gng to learn. ha! at least, this time i find people as enthu as me. yeah baby.

carnival day coming. you people better come and support 3e1 kay! we got loads of chocolate fondue varieties for you all! and loads and loads of other food!

oh ya, band fiesta and national band competition(NBC). we won first for fiesta and second in 1st division for NBC(: didnt really believe that we did it! fiesta was because we really groove more than the other bands, so yah. NBC, that really came as a surprise though. i feel so retarded, blogging abt this when this things are like over for so long. ha!

ok, and i have nothing to say alr. lets wait till tmr.

2006-06-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

hmm. band surprisingly passed fast. haha. when the 6pm announcement came on, we were like whoa! thats fast. and i LOVELOVELOVE shuen's incredibles solo. she's really a born player! rawr! but the bass ppl covered her. haha, thats sad cause she tried projecting alr. haha.

aww. it was so sad when they said there was a lot of tics left. i mean, i know ppl sleeps during band concerts since there is like little entertainment, nth to really see but only hear. not like the nakamura girls'. they were so entertaining. rahh. maybe our band concert shld be like them. *hint. ok, back to the tics. i rmbed ms sia (or was it mr ong) once said that usually our snrs' concert is full house. and ours? there's many tics left ): PEOPLE GO! ok, i hope its not gng to be a letdown.

argh. i still have to fret over what presents to give for the concert, how am i gng to find money. argh.

and sch isnt that great. cause the chem tchr is like %^&*. and i cant hand in things on time. gawsh. my books are not yet in sch. ahhh. let's list the topics which im blur: physics! mole concept! acid and bases! trigo! 9.4 of functions! and the many econs topic!

BUY ME FLOWERS IF YOU'RE GNG THE CONCERT! AND I'LL LOVE YOU LOADS!

ok. i guess things are over(: and i dont feel anything which is a good sign(: so i got over it and i hope i will never get back. HEEHEE.

2006-06-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

its been eons since i last came here =.=

OH MY. i dont post also cannot alr. rahhh. ok, to the spammers raihan and cheryl. sadly my tagboard is not retarded and thus it ended in a state that is like so hmm. ahhh. i shall spam you all when i have the time. ha! and thanks for spamming huh. heh.

tags reply:
shufang: MII LUBBSZZZ EUU TOO!
shauna: you too! shall link you soon!
peiqi: AHHH. i dun want to do 2 quiz. thats so cham! and help me make friend with another 'p' person then you wont be so lonely le! ha!
yingxian: spare me!
ky: hahah. yes, we need a hard-core talk soon! badminton? im having phobia of that! you should know why. haiyah. so malu!

i've concluded that cheryl is a free person, so ppl, help me by making her busy. hahah.

sch starts tmr. and i hope it goes well. hmmm. and i heard that we're gng to change place. *prays. ha! that time me and shufang tght of those many ahem, ppl that can jolly well just kill us. ha! JOKING!

argh. i think i shall go pack my room and my bag. shall blog another day(:

2006-06-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

HMM. ok, thur was great. SHE'S THE MAN is a nice movie. so go watch. haha. ky was going gaga over the duke guy. ohwells, the show rather funny too. i will get so excited until i kick the chair in front, and apparently there isnt anyone in front(: heh.

fri was scary. band. felt like i did a heinous crime like that. argh. oh yes, i still haven get my leave form signed for tmr. RAHH! which means i either get killed or i find a reason. HMM.

oh yes, tmr cip is at the pharmacy. they said we're gng to pack medicine so i tght it was rather fun than packing books, so i signed up. but i think you just have to stand for hours walking around following the nurse.

ohya, went to watch the aviva open cause my brother got a free ticket. hmm. maybe i shant comment on that(: my brother bought a windbreaker just like that without thinking. RAHH! m still finding for one nice jacket. like the green reebok one. sound familiar right raihan?

and went to the arcade with my bro. played daytona again. and this guy played and he smashed me to the wall, like kanasai! and i could have caught up. rahh. then nvm, i smashed him the next game and he was like WAH LAO! ha! i always felt the satisfaction if the guy keep giving the look like he will win me lahh. LOSER!

the heart didnt beat anymore(:

2006-06-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

haha. had a hmm, relieving old times talk. was talking abt rather funny, embarassing stuff. but these i-got-what-i-just-throw-it-out kind of talk is so nice. haha.

ohwells.

i dunno why but this wk's been rather ermms, down? and sorry if i pissed anyone of you off or anything. its just like i need more time to unwind and run away from certain stuffs. and i think i so gng to dread when sch opens. cause i just need time to think it over. hmmmm.

nvm, the unwinding starts tmr(: i hope it goes well. and cheer up yingxian!

and i dunno why but it seems to me that you're trying to be someone you're not. you're like trying too hard ...., ok, i dont think its convenient to blab it all out here. and i want the old you, cause you changed too much for me to catch up. you seem even more not caring? ok, maybe not. perhaps, its just your character and that i dont know you well enough. tell me you're my true friend.

~~i didnt know that i could act so nonchalant and cool. but guess i didnt pull it off cause of that sudden burst of laughter. but still, i guess im on my way of giving you up(:~~

2006-06-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

had balloon hat festival ysd. was so smashing fun kay! dunno why, but i miss it. prob cause this our first and last year. AWW. and if you all went, the 1000 balloons that went up the air. gosh. itr was so nice. but sadly, i didnt bring my camera to sentosa as advised by kuan not to bring valuables. tho i brought my wallet and hp. rawr! so i shall grab raihan's photo. HAHAH.

and we played at the beach station at 2. raihan managed to come during that time but she cldnt find that place. aww, wasted. and the darn background music was like so irritating. and ms sia walked out on us to turn the vol down while sharyn was playing the solo halfway. that was scary. oh, and we played many many songs. symphonic beatles, beauty and the beast, westside story, double eagle and i think got others lahh. the twisting balloons part was SHITTY!

went to palawan beach. was FUNFUNFUN. had some shit nasi lemak which was tasteless. me and kuan was like watching the st nics band. HAHAHA! talking abt the percussionist. hawhawhaw. oh ya, and we're suppose to twist balloons into fishes. then me, reen, kuan were so high and started entertaining ppl. haha. the jnrs were like laughing their heads off. shufang was like staring at us ): ha! then had the twisting competition. i was in-charge of the pumping(: ha, or you can say im useless, cause i cant tie the knot, i cant twist the balloons. ohwells, im not to blame right. but miraculously (sp?), i tied 6 balloon(: yay! the process was rather fun, i think. but my hand turned red after speed pumping. ):

then we parade down with our balloons. was so retarded can. argh. i was trying to play the notes, march, and cope with the freakin balloon. rawr! and we didnt do the twisting 180 degrees left and right kinda thing, i bet the ppl wil laugh their heads off. hah!

was so high at the finale, AND I WANT THE PIC WHERE THE BALLOONS WENT UP TO THE AIR. was such a nice sight(: and now, i like balloons filled with helium. hawhaw. then it'll be able to fly(: jannah got a fear of balloon now, cause the bursting made her deaf. and sembawang and yishun won so many events can. not fair! we didnt even win anything. THATS SAD. )): but still I LOVELOVELOVELOVE ysd!

and we each got 2 free tics to sentosa(: CANT WAIT. rawrrawr! i think im gng there with my kuan, reen, shufang. as for the other tic, HMMMM.

im trying so hard to run away from you. you know how diff that can be. but after each i-dont-care-abt-you, i sort of regret. the tormenting feeling. cause there's a part of me that wants to talk to you so much. but still, i have to carry on so that i can give you up one day. if only you know how i feel.

2006-06-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

hmm. had balloon hat on wed. was rather tiring but fun i guess. ok, the two jnrs behind me are like so gay! they keep blowing into each other's ear and flick each other hair and stuff like that. and it goes on and on.

ok, at least i rmbed most of the notes. that's like quite an achievement. ok, its only 32 bars, oh wells. and its like we're suppose to march down palawan beach playing music. but instead, we had to dance. its not exactly called dancing but yea. people march like left, right, left, right. we march by TWISTING left and right. and seriously, by doing that, we're slowing down the entire human traffic. and apparently, the steps we take are not very huge, so we had to run, catch up, twist, AND PLAY. how nice. shufang said we're like crabs. but i commented that we're worse. crabs walk sideways. that's alr bad and retarded. BUT we have to turn 180 degrees left and right and move forward.

st nics were there too. we were like so busy spotting chio bus. and we think they have a very special air. and MOST of them are like so chio. esp the percussionist. hawhaw, she's not that chio but.. yupp. at first, they were so cool, not screaming and everything. but when it was ending they were like screaming their heads off. the guys from duno what sch was so gay. me, peiqi, and shufang purposely screamed into their ear to piss them further. cause i think they were like so fed up when we were screaming.

oh, and if you people are free, go sentosa beach this sunday, 4th june in the afetrnoon. i think its gng to be nice. and support us! cause its ballooon hat festival, i think at the end of the event, they releasing 1000 balloons into the sky. many many many of them. i PREDICT that will be SO NICE! oh shit, i still cant twist balloons =X

at least now im sure that i didnt get hurt that much when i heard abt it. ohwells. i shld give up but how do i go about doing it? it sucks mans. i shall run away from you, avoid you and whatsoever to stop myself from falling.

2006-05-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok, we went reen's hse for a surprise party for her. it was s difficult for kuan to get it done. cause we had to wait for her sis's sms to tell us where's the hse and everything. we wanted to go at 7 plus so that when she wakes up, we'll be there to surprise her. but she usually wakes up like at 7 plus. rawr! loser lah. ok, i usually wake up at 8 plus. ohwells.

so we called her mother and her mother is so nice! she fetched us from ang mo kio mrt station and her hse's at toa payoh. ok, i didnt mention the trip there. it was terrible. ok, we went 8 plus at pasir ris to wait for shufang and alexa, but sf in the end back out. and yah. we took 88 cause reen's sis said it goes her hse but when we called her mother and the driver to confirm, they said no. so we ended in ang mo kio. it took us like one hour? rawr! it sucks lah.

so her mother brought us to her hse and we stood outside to light the cake and stuff. it was so funny. then when her brother called her down, she was like so distraight but she didnt look surprise and she didnt cry. we somehow tght she'll cry lah. then we ate the cake and smashed it on her face. then she was cornered and hid behind the curtain. haha. and she smeared the remains on me :| and she just washed her face only and went lunch with us. she didnt even changed out of her clothes or anything. and whether she wants to change or not is up to her mood. hurhur. and her mother was so humorous. and said thats where all the pimple come from. ha!

anw we went pizza hut, had two large pizza. with cheesy crust. the crust was sooo nice, fattening too. hurhur. we were trying so hard to finish up the food. and we took a two bowls of salad which was not incl and not paid. and kuan and alexa went to the toilet and took such a long time, and we tght they got kidnapped moreover they left their hps in bags. hur. and so, we went looking for them. and they didnt get the drinks we 'made' for them. coke with chilli, corn, cheese. wasted.

and so we wanted to catch a movie but the movie's are crap at eng wah ang mo kio. but we didnt like it so we went to J8. but there's only 3 pathetic movie. even eng wah's better than GV lah. believe it or not. so we shopped for dvds to rent to watch at reen's hse but yah. we watched those in her hse. and we saw the haha crabs that her aunt brought in from some countries.

watch ''hide and seek'' and '' white chicks''. my first horror movie|: and peiqi said i passed(: haha. i could have just died with reen's constant remainder not to watch when it was scary. oh, and i have a no-horror-movie partner, YIWEN. haha. she'll hide behind the pillow and scream with me. and reen commented i made it scary with my screams. rawr! i swear i'll not watch anymore horror ones. and i suggested another commedy. so we watched white chicks. haha. so now, i forgot most of the things that happened in hide and seek, so im not so frightened(: heh. played twister too :X guess it didnt last for more than a min?

ok, we had a wonderful time there. LOVE SHARYN TO BITS AND PIECES! and did i mention she got a loads of books and music cds and movies. i borrowed so many of her stuff, same goes for peiqi and i think yiwen. ha! anw, HAPPY BDAE SHARYN. ok, its tmr. SHARYN I LOVE YOU! play your solos well, ok nvm, read my msg in your card.

such a long post. and i got so many funny pics to post but my card reader's spoilt. RAHH! this pissed me off.

i tght i was so over you until i saw that. can i just stop hurting myself and totally forget you? my heart broke like shit and i could have just died. its just like one darn sentence and i feel my world is falling. no, no, im not gng to think so much. stop thinking lena. I HATE YOU! yea, thats the way it shld be.

2006-05-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

SAMANTHA. if you read this, be honoured. cause im gng to say i misssseeed you in school today! aww. and you told me to come online to talk to you, but where are you?! RAWR!

ok, tmr our recess performance and im so relieved the snrs playing(: haha. at least we will not be that screwed. heh. and today band was hedious! and sweating shit! its like we had do duty again and had to carry like 14 chairs high from the hall to the third floor staircase area. can you imagine how cham is that? and the saxist had to do it all alone. we brought all the chairs up, and the rest of the eupho and tuba ppl just transferred the chairs from the same lvl. rahh. but special credits to peiqi! ok, the thing could have just killed my back mans. im so afraid if the doc goes '' oh no, its so terribly out of shape, you have to go for another op.'' i'll just die, no, shoot me dead theat instant. if only we're a marching band, then we dont have to move the chairs(: but i bet marching band much worse. heh.

and we had combine 3 hrs straight. that was so terrible. my butt hurt so much from sitting down too much=X but wait, my lips are muuuucccchhhh worse! i blow until i lost control of my lips movement while playing. how terrible can that be? rahhh.

and joyce and hannah was like gaying during combine. gawd. and joyce said her reed was tasty. ok, reed is this smelly woody thing! and ky was so ~~funny~~ cute playing that bari. aww. haha. and there's like this gross fertiliser smell coming from somewhere, and shufang kept laughing non-stop lahh, then i just blasted out. and shufang's laughter today seem like she's very happy today. even kuan says so. HAHA.

and after that, i rushed to church. yes, in my ~~stupid~~ sch uniform. i bet i stink like shit lahh! and what the priest said was somewhat motivating. ha! but it ended faster than i thought. or maybe sat's one longer. heh.

link to blogskin see if i shld like use this skin. hmm. or shld i continue using this. heh.

2006-05-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

deleted my previous post(: and i hope im getting better. haha. sorry you guys if i pissed or irritate you all. SORRY.

and cheer up samantha, although i dunno what happen. haha. and SAFE JOURNEY tmr kayys.

haha. and today smth very funny happened during maths lesson today. HAHAHAAHAH! i laughed until like shit lahh. haha. but i suppose im not suppose to say it here so, haha!

finally brought all my books home, cab home with raihan. sorry regina for ponning econs enrichment, leaving you all alone in the group! hurhur. btw, raihan, samantha, shufang, and me pon the enrichment and so, regina was all alone. awww. SORRY KAYYS!

and yes, we as in me, lorraine, raihan, samantha, spent like 1 hr in school before really deciding to go home XD we took many ~~retarded~~ some photos can. like jumping up and down and some shit lahh. X) and we catch 3e8 performing. haha. they were funny and hmm, well-prepared, i suppose. they look damn cool lahh. and we literally ran down when we know they were performing. ha!

and SPECIAL THANKS TO SAMANTHA for helping me carry my big and heavy box most of the way! thanks! and THANKS TO RAIHAN. for offering to help me carry too(: <3>I SHALL BE NICE AND SAY I'LL MISS SAMANTHA. poor me, she left me all alone to draw mdm's goh graph when she calls me up again. XD

ok, smth ALMOST pissed me off today. but thk god, its fine now((: YAY!

and i feel im such a fool. the thick skinness. rawwr! i shall hold myself back. ok, i did tried to hold back if you realise. bet you dont!

2006-05-21T14:33:00.000+08:00

hawhaw. ss presentation finally ended(: and when our crap ad came on, dunno for what reason we were hiding under the table laughing hysterically like shit. ha!

ok, had speech day ysd. at least we didnt wait for the guest of honour for quite long like last year=X hee. the guest of honour came, in fact, faster than i could imagine lahh. heh. when the car came in, we started playing and stuff. i thought it was one of the many rehearsal, ohwells. i almost wanted to ask the person in front is this for real, but thought it was quite dumb, so i just played thru. HEH. until i saw the guest of honour dont look familiar. HEH! hur.

oh ya, and we had refreshements, and we're the last section to collect our food, so we were short of one packet of milo, and sandwiches, so jannah replaced the sandwiches to biscuits and milo to one bottle of mineral water. and ky was like ''what to do right, saxist got sad life what?'' then jannah was like'' no, no.'' ha! she must have felt guilty. but in the end, we went to search for more food, and got so many ~~sandwiches~~ leftovers (HA!)from trumpters and milo from an unknown source. prob, we got the most food in the end. and when the eupho jnr could not finish her sandwich, peiqi (i think) offered us the sandwich. and i added '' leftovers again. sad life ah.'' see, we're pathetic.

ok, and we stayed back to learn how to twist and turn balloons. and DEBORAH's a great balloon twister! i shant comment abt myself=X haha. and halfway of practising, me and kuanyee went toilet to take pictures. with jannah's camera(: YAY! love jannah! took many spastic photos. haha. but i bet kuan's worse cause i made her do many spastic poses. OOPS. and accd to melanie, the prize for balloon hat event is like 5000 cash ?! we so gng HAVE TO win that mans. i hope we do lahh. heh.

and actually ysd was supposed to go for the tjc's concert but yah, my mother insist that im sick and i shld stay at home. ahh. and i actually made plans alr. HAIH. but still, i get to go church. haha. was so paiseh cause we were seated at the last row and was only the two of us, and we had a feeling they will take away the last row but we were so paiseh to move. heh. was rather funny. the yellow rose was so nice! thks regina!

went for tuition today. haha. and this what the tuition tchr (tuition at her hse) said '' the whole hse is windy except this room so hot.'' guess what samantha said? : ''cause im HOT what.'' the tchr commented it was a dry riddle. hahah. and the tuition tchr said i shldnt give in to samantha anymore. HAHAAHAH.

ok, i getting sick. ok, or rather im alr sick. and i want a mc for being sick! where's my mc?!

~~why does my heart flutters? and im in no position to ask '' what happened?''. am i?~~

2006-05-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

today didnt get any much better. was it worse than ysd? hmmmm...

im so very glad that sch ended(: was rather a bad day. at least at home, i wont have to think so much with the peace here(: rawr! i guess we have to do ss proj in sam's hse. rawr! another late night out. miss my sleep so much!

the urge of ponning sch is so great now, but i guess i have to come cause of ss)): HAIH.

2006-05-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

the jnrs didnt keep their own chairs and we had to help them keep. me, peiqi, kuanyee. THANK US MANS.

and our schedule for band events came out. SO VERY BUSY! and thats like only events, the band prac have yet to be out. ok, they said it verbally, but i could not rmb, thats so me. ok, balloon hat festival is on sunday, 4th june at sentosa. HEY YOU PEOPLE, MUST COME SUPPORT US KAYYS! cause i think this is like by voting from the public then you win the title or sth. yah. so come support and vote for us((: HEHE.

AND AND AND we got a saxophone tutor again. YAY! this is second time for us. i bet we're so lousy compared to the snrs so we get so many time tuition unlike the snrs, i dont even think they got tutor last time can? he like so friendly and nice and keep praising us. ''excellent, good sound, terrific.'' but i think he say that for the sake of saying it only. he anyhow taught us how to vi-brate (sp?), and he keep saying its fine, GOOD! but seriously, i was horrendous! HEH. but still, he said our sound is good! its seldom someone praise us for our sound. ok, only when tutors come then they say that. haha. combine, we're more than happy if we're not chased out=X

hawhaw. have yet to finsh up ss. KNS lah. haiyah! so sick of it! HATE SS LIKE SHIT!

hmm. i think you may not know me as well as you/i think you do. sometimes i just think that im just merely entertaining you. you somehow just cant share the feelings i have. you dont see my point of view, you dont see the happiness when im happy. and what i do now, is just to shut up and listen to you. i dont even think that it occured to you that i dont seem myself these few days. you just seem so pre-occupied. too occupied to be bothered with me i think. so i just trying to be there for you, entertaining you even though sometimes, i hate it. but i just think i just have to go on with it. you dont even care how i feel and what are my opinions. but i have to admit that sometimes you're just the person i need

your memories are tied on my luggage, its goes everywhere with me.

2006-05-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAHA. sharyn, yingxian wanna stalk me! HAHAH. i currently have 2 stalkers. HAHA. YAY! so fun. who else want to stalk me SAY KAYY! this so fun((:

hmm. a rather busy day today. haih. ok, had band in the morning. had duty. and our duty is like preparing ALL the chairs in the combine room. you have to get the damn tables out, move the 18 chairs high mountain away. imagine how diff is that lahh. and we're all not used to this kind of hard labour. usually every year you will have to do it once but i think accd to someone, cause last time our conductor like our section leader or smth like that, we get to escape from duty. but now, yah, we have to do duty. )): and after duty, we were sweating like SHIT. moving all the tables out is no joke. argh.

and we were chased out during combine again cause we couldnt play the running notes. ok, i dont really blame our conductor. and our senior came back today to see if they gng to play for concert but )): WE WANT YOU SNRS! pretty please play leh!

left band early with xinyu. HAH. it was so scary i swear. HAHA. but still, i got her as my partner to leave early. haha. and we waited like 10 mins (or lesser?) before we finally got the courage to stand up. haha. and when we reached the general office to collect our ez-link card, the office was closed. and xinyu was being so very nice to run up to the fourth floor to get our ez-link card(: and I BROUGHT MY INSTRU BACK! i realised that the only score i have is only saigon, and rosa. haih. wanted to practise the fast running notes of carmen): damnitfreakinshitlah. and ms sim insisted xinyu to bring an umbrella along, so we didnt get very drenched. thks ms sim! but still, i we were so wet. we had a hard time walking, from place to place. haha.

went for tuition. rawr! was so tired. i slept during tuition for like 1/2 an hour (or more?). the tchr must have pity me. but IF he know of my physics marks, he'll sure not pity me anymore. but i seriously suck at physics lah. eeyer!

and had project at my house. hur. quraisha, lorraine and samantha. haih. raihan didnt go because of her violin lessons at 4 )): they played xbox. haha. and samantha was acting so shy when we asked her play. haha. aya. what happened in my house, pls refer to lorraine's blog! www.lorrainechoo-.blogspot.com. ha! lazy to blog the same events again. HEH.

let's hope that im able to do the social studies script! rawrawr! and that we are able to finish the skit on mon's recess. haiyah! social studies sucks like shit!

2006-05-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

went plaza sing and ~~walk~~ roam around until can die lahh! leg so tired. dont even think we sat down at any point of time =X

waited for amanda like 45 mins. she had to rush after her ss project and there was thunder so she cant get out. HAHA. anw, wanted to catch ''when a stranger calls'' but left the first two rows, so yah, ~~fortunately~~ unfortunately cant watch. ok, if i watched this show, it'll be like my FIRST horror movie. so yeah. i know im like a loser or sth lahh. AND i had to go get the movie ticket ALL BY MYSELF. then when the guy ask what movie i wanted, i forgot lahh. i was like ''ermms ermms, mumblemumble stranger calls''. forgot whats the full title lahh. loser!

and for the ps outing go see yingxian's blog, ok, nvm. i shall quote from her blog. lazy to type it all out again. HAHA.

''and i made her help me get popcorn somemore. and started roaming around attempting to finish the HUGE box of popcorn. it seemed NEVERENDING.

well it was like meet the people session.
met su-ann, hannah the sax junior, jonella and apparently quack wusuan was in plaza too. and junrui on the bus.
interesting things that happened parts of plaza we roamed.

bodyshop - we started trying the perfume that didnt really work. but koped a piece of smelling paper full of moonflower and stuffed it in my wallet (:

yamaha - rawr. i wanted to buy a metronome cum tuner and apparenlty there was no such thing. so i could only choose between one la. HOW. anw we saw sax reeds packed like chewing gums strips. DAMN CUTE XD

action city; neoprint - we took this weird cool machine that had monkey bars like thingy we climbed on it la. SO COOL CAN. i officially LOVE that machine (:

everytime we walked up or down the levels, we would like miss the escalator and end up walking one ENTIRE BIG round. went macs to get mcflurry and continue roaming. on the way saw this trail of THING and started following it and it went to this weird alley in the mall. SCARY.

how dumb were we not to think of going to the arcade to past time? so went there just to play one car racing. and i lost. boooo. why? cos i overtook lena and too high speed bang the side and overturned. TWICE! rawr hmms. according to quack wusuan, there's a ddr machine. like WHERE la. tsk''

ok, i want to comment more on the meet the people thingy. saw hannah, nicole and her friend daphne(?). hannah was like so shocked. haha. and wusuan was at ps too. so its like 3 generations of ~~saxist~~ saxuals were there. so funny!

and the neoprint machine, its like so cool, you can climb the thing cause there's like ladder and that machine reminds me of WUSUAN's neoprint and she was doing a sexy pose. HAHA. that machine is SO COOL. hehe.

and the arcade, so dumb lahh. and amanda was like driving, then when she overtake me, she will just crash onto the wall and die. HAHA. and i was FIRST! but her best lab time is better than mine. HAHA. let's have another challenge! SO FUN. still rmb last time we tried to go in wearing band u. HAHA.

ok, im tired. heh. there's band tmr and i have to leave early ): SCARY! and after that i got tuition, then ss proj. HAIYAH! the project is freakin me out lahh. hate it!

2006-05-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

hawhaw. everyone is like laughing at me cause of smth. and im seriously freaked out.

today. hmm. was quite moody again. i wonder why lahh. just been feeling rather down lahh. and YES, im going out tmr. and i wont have to bother abt that damn thing anymore. haiyah! and the damnthing is diff from the above wan. yupp.

but still, today is still sucha nice day. oh my. im contradicting myself. haha. cause today is the day when at least smth changed(: and i wan things to remain this way.

let's talk abt my POOR results. haiyah. ok. im happy with my econs, both maths(: and i think i did so badly for physics. that's like the worst number i get for the past 3 years? or rather, i nv get such poor marks before. haha. i still didnt know that the formative test was structured questions, i still could like have a good night sleep before that cause i tght it was gng to be multiple choice. UNTIL i received the paper? HAIH.

and econs. i did like so much and she only gave me 1 mark. haih. the total mark suppose to be 5m. i seriously went to do ALL the topics she gave us. 11 in total anw. plus some dumb reflections she requested. but you know what she said for some of my exercises? she said i copied them. and when i check the answer, my answer is like wrong lahh. how could i possibly copy? blardi hell her. was pissed but thght it wld be stupid since she's like this ass. go samantha's blog for a fuller picture of how yuan wang she is. haha.

hmm. JUNE will SOOO busy cause of band. HAIH. and i think june and july have so many upcoming events. like balloon hat festival, the competition, the concert. balloon hat festival. we're supposedly sort of invited cause only the top 5 band of the syf '05 are able to go but we're invited. yah. haih. i hope we dont embarass ourself. and we suppose to march down the entire beach at sentosa playing songs, carrying our heavy instru.

i seriously wan to know what you're thinking about. cause im here being very confused by how you treat me. i want to know am i even your friend. you know i would rather get hurt than to hang on like that. at least, i know that when i get hurt, im able, and i'll try to move on. rather than me here trying to lie to myself that i have given up on you. confused..
i hate the way you treat me. i tght it was only that im sensitive. but it doesnt seem so now. now that people point it out. haih. but my determination doesnt stay that long, when you talk to me normally. HAIH. i hope i can still carry on with my life mans. HAIH.

2006-05-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

im like in the darn com lab doing the damn econs enrishment programs lah. and samantha is like msging and msging. wonder WHO? haha.

and melissa said hi. and the tchr just said samantha can speak in perfect english. isnt that like SO FUNNY?

2006-05-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

hah! im so carried away with ''so you think you can dance''. i think my econs can just like wait. hoho.

HAHA. had learning journey today. went so many places, tired! haha. somehow it was very fun cause its like everyone was being so crappy. HAHA. i THINK we didnt take many pics. AHHHH. wasted, wasted, wasted!

and people was getting aroused at the
shit. i forgot wat i wanted to say! hee. hmm. lets wait and see if i can like recall ltr. haih.

anw. social studies like such a letdown. i failed. and i blardi hell hvae to go remedial and i just cant stand social studies and i dunno why. eeeek. my first remedial this year=X besides econs which practically no one goes?

and samantha said smth so very hurting! cause its like we suppose to do manymany assignments for econs and we of course didnt do for like 6 weeks. but i was being so guai(:, i tried finishing it, and im left with 3 or 4 chapters. i showed her my file (i dont think she saw before) and she was like '' i dont understand why you still fail econs when you did so much'' hawhaw. it doesnt sound sarcastic so yeah..

2006-05-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

ok. im listening to beauty and the beast now. its just like oh my gosh. SO NICE. ok. AND i forgot to mention this. yesterday when shuen played the solo part, i could like fall in love with her lah! HAHAHAHAHAA. and eunice played the fast part of saigon and she was like so cute! HAHAHA. im crazy lahh huh. seniors we want you in the 5thjulyconcert(:

the alarm clock went off and i jumped up. HAHA. this's random=X

hoho. and my back feels like how i feel during the 4th or 5th month of the probation. thats so weird. shldnt it be like feeling better? AHH. im scared.

and SOMETHING IS LIKE FREAKIN ME OUT. SERIOUSLY FREAKIN ME OUT. GOODNESS. HELP! im like seriously so freaked out and someone HELP ME! AHH!

2006-05-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

OK. i guess i have to blog this about raihan. heh. you see, we had this self-image talk during legacy-turned assembly. and part of the convo goes like this

person: '' ... ... ... do you agree that CUTE GIRLS ATTRACT CUTE GUYS?''

raihan: '' NO NO, ITS WRONG. IT SUPPOSE TO BE CUTE GIRLS ATTRACT CUTE GIRLS.''

gosh. how gay can raihan be lahh. i know that we all suppose to be gay but yupp. haha. and she was laughing until damn gay (again) today too lah. haha.

band was sort-of ok. although i slept UNTIL ms sia walked in, i woke up instantaneously.
and we played beauty and the beast. OH MY. the song is like so freakin nice. but i dunno if we played well or not cause the SNRS ARE BACK((: YAY! i mean for today only. and i seriously, sincerely, honestly want them to play with us on the concert. if not, you all can really see us die like what happened on 29 dec ):

yay! tmr is a public hols((: i want to watch TAKE THE LEAD. but i realised that GV dun show it or sth and cine only got one time slot for the whole of tmr and sun. so sad. and im SO GNG TO HAVE TO WATCH THAT! hahah.

and i think the ticket system is like so very irritating. i book like for six people and they rejected my booking. like whathehell. and they said performer can book unlimited. and now what? 3 pathethic booking. like HAHAH.

and we doing egypt bombing for ss and we find egypt names for ourselves too. mine's like LAYLA SALAMAH. haha. funny and cool right? heh.

ok. i think im fed up with the damn ticket thingy and my mother. BLARDI HELL THEM!

2006-05-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALING! maybe i shld check in to friendster more to remind myself of birthdays=X

when i start my com, i realised that all the desktop icons are like GONE. my broadband is not connected cause the cables are GONE. so i was like pissed and called my mother up. and its like a strategy for my brother to stop playing comp since his exam is near and he's like hooked up to the comp. what stupid strategy! and i just clicked show icons and all the icons appeared =X

went back straight after sch. cause my back's like pain. sharp pain. and when i breathe in, the pain is like piercing me. so i didnt like breathe hard. and i predict that it will be worse in band. so i went home. felt bad! and I DIDNT PON BAND KAY!

and im scared that the rod will be like not in place or smth :( and i will not bring my le corq bag anymore:( cause ppl was like telling me its all because of my bag then my back's like this ): BOOHOO. but i shall heed their advise(: and i will not take pe too! heh. and im like sitting so very straight now.

heard band was bad :( now the conductor's like changing shufang and kuanyee to baritone and they taking turns to play. how can she like play with our feeling lahh. ahh, i dunno lahh. i just hate this thing. this stupid changing from altos to tenor/baritone. we're all like happy with altos. cant she like not change us? HAIH! im so very sad now :(

I SO WANT TO PON SCH TMR. but there's like 3 test. eng summary, mo xie which i didnt bring my book back. DAMNIT, chemical equations.

and i realised that i didnt do anything productive today )): except to SLEEP!

THANKS!
to samantha, sharyn, kuanyee, shufang, regina, alexa for being so very caring! I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS AND PIECES!!!!

2006-05-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

HOHO! I FINALLY BOUGHT MY LE CORQ BAG! YAY! HAHAHAHAHA. so happy. but i guess i have to go broke for the next few months?

and i got my bottle like finally too! AND SLIPPER TOO! yayyness.

i think i better spend the rest of my day studying =X since i did like nothing from sat/sun and now. RAWR!

my ulcer killing me!

i shall go study now. NOW! I SHALL!!!!! AND I WILL!!!!!

2006-04-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

AHH. forget abt ysd's post. here the last update. shufang got changed to baritone, kuanyee to alto2, ili to baritone too, hannah to tenor. AHH. i've yet talk to shufang and see how she feels. ahh. MYALTO2MATE): i'll miss you like SHIT can.

and im like the only one not being touched (as in not transferring anywhere) besides sharyn, joyce. the reason is not im good or whatsoever but its because she got no choice. HAHA.

frustrated! ITHINKISHLDJUSTGOANDDIE!

anw. CONGRATS SOFTBALLERS. THEY GOT FIRST! WHOO!

what do i do if i say i miss you

2006-04-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

ky wants me to blog abt the sim card incident. its more like an order lahh=X so here it goes..

my phone went out of batt and i really wanted to msg someone back so ky lent me her phone. and it was so diff to get the sim card out. and ACT-SMART ky wanted to try and -poof the sim card flew to we-dunno-where. and i feel so very guilty cause it was indirectly my fault. so we searched high and low. digging into chairs, looking down on the floor which made us look like perverts. then she said she sub-consciously saw the thing flew backwards. so she say maybe its like inside her. then i told her she cou;d have felt that what. so yah, when we were like deperate, i told her to look inside. so she searched deep down into her shirt, into her bra, and took the sim card out =X she said it was like stuck in the middle of the bra. HOHO.

happy now kuan?

AND today's the fateful day when we got a new bari and tenor instru. kuan-baritone and hannah-tenor. I FEEL SO GUILTY. cause the bari player shld be me cause im the lousiest player, enough of height. but because if the op, i escaped. baritone is like so big heavy and the notes you play are like, so any soul would want to play the alto. haih. nvm. KUAN WE STILL LOVE YOU! i still cant accept the fact. and shufang was like bitching abt ***. stupidBITCH!

guess what? me and shufang bought a TIN of biscuit to sch today=X hahah. plain crazy. the POPS at the gate were like laughing. wahh.

am i like this scary monster cause juniors are like scared of me=X ME? and its just not 1. RAWR!

band tmr )): another busy day. cant i just stop for a day and let it pass me.

I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish
I’ll be your fantasy
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need
I’ll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
cause I’m counting on

2006-04-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

i think it FREAKIN STUPID to pay my brother a FREAKIN 50 BUCKS cause i use his plan first to change to a new phone.

and im not so dumb to give him a freakin 50 bucks. LIKE NO?

50 bucks enough to get me a bag lahh. LIKE BLARDI HELL HIM! BLARDI HELL!

AND MY MOTHER IS LIKE FKKKING PISSING ME OFF =X BLARDI HELL!

2006-04-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

hmm. i put the brownie for tmr on the table and its tempting me. rawr! yum yum.

and for dunno what reason, im like mugging so very hard for my a maths ST and e maths ca. haha. and i passed my ST(:

i shall work hard for a better L1R5(: motivate me, you. heh.

if you happen to see this, SIYING! I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO ~~SCOLD~~ COMMENT ON YOU THE OTHER DAY. i really need to clear the misunderstanding. i seriously need to. shit. SORRY!

im really sorry! trust me.

and everyone shld watch the show ''so you think you can DANCE'' gawd. that show is like SO NICE. DANCE, ANYONE? omg. FEW MORE MTHS then i get permission from the doc(: yeah baby.

AND I FKING HELL LOST SOMETHING YSD. BLARDI HELL. THKS SAMANTHA ANW.

i hate it when things dun go my way. who doesnt?

one more mth(: AND I WANT MY MP3. why does it seem it took a million year just to get the blardi mp3 back?

Feels like no one knows
What it’s like to be me
Sometime I fall so far
And I just can’t get out
Can’t find the light at the end of the tunnel

2006-04-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

if you happen to see this, SIYING! I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TO ~~SCOLD~~ COMMENT ON YOU THE OTHER DAY. i really need to clear the misunderstanding. i seriously need to. shit. SORRY!

im really sorry! trust me.

2006-04-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

WAHH. i dunno what happen to my blog. i cant even get in myself =X so i guess even how busy i am, i still want to like get this damn thing done. get another blogskin.

and im like so freakin DEAD. there's like social studies test tmr and i've yet to touch on my damn textbook. and now the time like a freakin 10:58 and my mother keep nagging that i sleep too late for the past few days. and she warned me to sleep early. like its a warning. and i've yet to finish up my graph too. the graph which i owed ms wang for the past few days. and im feeling so damn guilty for it. so maybe i should like get that done before i start on social studies.

had a maths tuition. was rather productive cause i did my own study for tmr's ST on quadratic functions. i THINK i understand what this chapter all about now. i just somehow cant concentrate in mrs loy's lesson=X

hmm. sch was funny today. cause i was feeling damn high and i crapped so much today. rawr! and samantha commented that im weird today=X hurhur. at least i supplied entertainment. and sorry for pangseh-ing you. stop making me feel guilty!

lets hope for the best for tmr(: and my mother slept! like finally. AND IM OFF TO MY MUGGING!

DAY 1. without my mp3 ): and im suffering like shit alr.

2006-04-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

my mother is like nagging like shit. saying my sleeping routine is wrong. like wth. cant she just blardi hell leave me alone. blardihell!

and my freakin mp3 died on me =( keep having playback error and now, its jammed. rawr! i think i got no choice but to delete ALL my songs. i want a nano!

went tm with gohkuanyee. i love the le coq motif (?) bag. its like damn freakin nice. and im so tempted to buy. HOHO. and i feel like buying the puma water bottle but it sort of funny lahh. boohoo. IM REALLY SO TEMPTED TO BUY THE BAG. but im so broke. can you believe im still thinking about it=X i think a crumpler is like so common ): ah. SHUTUP LENA!

BLARDIHELL. IM SO FREAKIN PISSED WITH MY MP3.

and CHEERUP SAMANTHA! EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE. dun think too much lahh :D

2006-04-19T03:14:00.000+08:00

I BET THIS THE HARDEST I STUDY FOR ECONS.

cause im still up(:HOHO.

2006-04-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

studio-cafed today again. RAWR! and the david-gan look-a-like (i wonder who said wan) gave us so much free stuff. HOHO. OOPPS. had freezee and wedges. wanton mee-ed too. FAT PIG! and the sec2s there were like making a fool out of themselves mans. we had to close the door cause there was too much noise.

and yah. saw the video. FUNNY LIKE SHIT. HAHAHAHA.

and there's econs test tmr. GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! (: let's prove mdm goh wrong, samantha(:

let me get some sleep(: cause i hardly get to sleep past 5 hrs for the past few days since sat? hoho.

and my amaths test. it came as a surprise tho. haha(: but unfortunately, my ST got like 3/15. how nice.

physics like WTH. minus 15 marks cause i didnt know what to crap. RAWR!

SSLLEEPP!!

2006-04-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

i ate mango and chocolate ice-cream. wahah. damn nice mans. feel so pig-gish. hoho. but i skipped my dinner(: cause ther isnt any food. HOHO. =X

went to study with kuan, shuen, shuf. studio-cafed. wasnt THAT productive but was damn funny. cause yah. and shuf so beng can! HAHA. and we requested to play songs. HAH!

AHH. IM STRESSED. thks to physics. blardihell. can someone like give me crash course on physics? BLARDIHELL.

holding on. that's what bad.

2006-04-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

ok. i am feeling so damn cham now. mood swings i think. AHHHH. this feeling so TERRIBLE. AHHHH. i can die mans. feeling like so cooped up and everything. AH.

ok, let's talk abt ysd. HOHO. i went to church from 11 PM to 6AM. so cool right. its for easter vigil. and i only slept one hour before that. and so, i was like dozing off in church. but that happened only like at 3am. at least its much better alr, i can doze off during the first period in sch depending who's the tchr. RAWR! and i bet im gng to sleep tmr like shit. cause i haven catch any sleep for the whole of today. except for the 3 hrs before i am morning-called to go for tuition. HAHA. then went for chem project and then arcade. HAHA. that raihan keep pushing me in the daytona racing car. HOHO. and samantha just went off without telling us. HA! but i did realised she called me. hurhur but still. AND i dun feel the least tired now. i wonder why. haha.

I SHALL MUG HARD FOR
eng argumentative essay
a maths ST. chapt 4 :X
physics
ECONS ):
social studies
chinese compo

~~am i wanting too much or what. but im still happy about how things turn a lil better. and i hope i wont fall as deep anymore. cause i know that you're not that stable. am i deceiving myself?~~

2006-04-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

i've nv felt so frightened in my whole life before. ok, maybe i've exaggerated. you see, shufang went to see the eye doctor cause she cant stand the red thing in her eyelid and left me all alone to play that darn solo.

then, when the tchr start from the back, i was half-shivering alr. then she went nearer and nearer the solo and the more i cant breathe lah. then she conduct until the damn solo part i was anyhow pia-ing. and she stopped after 1 bar(: i was relieved. heh. causelast time shufang was chased out of the room cause she played a beat faster. so yah. RAWR! I LOVE SHUFANG! come save my life(:

CONGRATS bballers. hoho. 29-40 seh.

im stressed. chemistry song, geog presentation, and the 5 TESTS NEXT WK!

ACE ECONS TARGET. and no, im not gng to listen to her. im gng to study on myself during her lesson. i think its MORE productive. i hope.

and seriously i think we need to buck up. i know i myself may not play as well but we need to work as a section. we need the attidude. 3 more mths. before we all realise that everything will be over.

2006-04-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Catch Your Wave
The Click Five

In the middle of the night
That's when you caught my eye
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

The clock's turning around
And you're still playing these games
It's such a waste to bring me down, down, down
Don't bring me down cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, don't wanna let you go

When I turned sixteen
That's when I started to dream
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

Well every princess has her knight
And I'm still in it for the fight
Not givin in, I'm gonna win, win, win
I'm gonna win cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl don't wanna let you go

I'm never gonna let you go

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, dont wanna let you

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, don't wanna let you
Hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go
I'll never let you go
Alright

im like addicted to this song. GOSH.

and im here to give a PUBLIC APOLOGY to samantha. cause i pushed her and she hit on the wall. SORRY! stop making me feel guilty! but i pushed her only because she threatened to go study SOMEONE.

2006-04-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

i got so much thing to do but so little time. and i hate this. rawr!

wah lao. was greatly humiliated during band on sat. RAWR! and there is like two different tuition tchr who OFFERED to write letter for me to quit band. HAHA. so interesting. HOHO. and my mother thinks im studying hard. HOHO. and yes, IM STUDYING HARD. VERY HARD IN FACT. HOHO.

and i've been seeing rai and samantha like everyday for the weekends. HAHA. for chem project btw. HOHO.

~~am i a failure cause i cant let go that last bit. but at least i know im giving it up a lil.~~

2006-04-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

RAHH. i bet this like the most exciting match so far mans. basketball match. they played against ngee ann. then when left like 1 min plus, i THINK tkgs was leading by 1 or 2 ptns only, and the other team just have to have a penalty shot and everyone was like so tense. then THEY DRAW. rawr! then they played for another 5 mins. they(tkgs) threw in 1 dunno how pts ball , and continue to lead. when left like 2 mins plus, the coach called for time-out(?). then they just dribble, pass the ball around and wasted time. and when the ball almost went to ngee ann IT WAS DAMN SCARY LAHHH. rahh. then FINALLY timed out (?), TK WON! me and ky jumped up. HAHAHA. i just love this match mans. rawr!

and the number of supporters broke the record! haha. from the 3 loyal supporters to 11 ppl. hehe. ok, i know me and kuan yee may not be THAT loyal like cheryl but yupp. and we gay shit bought bananas again. and this is what kuanyee told mdm lenny(last period's tchr) this '' i have to go now cause i got a basketball match'' . HAHAHA. KY= BBALLER?!?

see, TK'S BBALLERS CAN DO IT(: hehe. ~~then, are we able to even hang in there?~~

went macs and eat and SUPPOSEDLY supposed to study with kuanyee. but didnt manage to in the end. ate so much lunch. and i ate my dinner too! rawr!

i wan to be sick. so that i'll be able to escape from tmr. someone, pls pass me germs.

2006-04-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

sports days
ok. sports day was fun. hehe. the mass dance was craps. we hardly even dance at all. we pratically just formed a line and run around. haha. and i almost killed samantha. haha. and we formed a circle and crashed together. was damn fun.

NOVELTY (loser event). for some reason, kuanyee,sharyn,shufang and me coincidentally went into the same event. gahh. and guess what. before the event, the 'bandage' broke once. so had to tie again. and when the thing started, our 'bandage' broke again. rahh! and we got the last. i think me and shufang is like the only fast one in the group. hoho. =)

and we took lots of photo. AND i suppose to bring colourful rubber bands with yuefang to tie our hair but she forgot to buy so only left me. then the whole class got so enthu in tie-ing hair. hahah. ppl commented that i tie ppl's hair nice. *ego. and thks elenor for tying my hair so nicely! yeah. raihan tied her hair until damn craps. but it was so cute. haha.

and sports day was like the official day the snr left. and it was really damn sad, and i conclude that wusuan and chermaine can write such touching letters.

went out as a section. was damn fun lahh. ate at seoul. hahah. we spent like two hours there. and we ate so muh. we went to walk one round before coming back and start eating again. and i came up with some crazy ideas like how to clear cockles away cause we did not know how to open, and how to clear unwanted food. haha.

but after the section lunch, evryone sort of went back. and left me, kuan, shufang. guess it was mood swings, we were like so moody. ok, maybe it was only me and kuan lahh. then we went arcade and play soccer. yes. soccer. shuf and kuan team up. and we shoot into our own goal. HAHA. but that wasnt enough to ci ji us. we wanted some thrilling stuff and shuf suggested stealing. HAAHAHAH. ky was like no, no, no. and her retarded expressions. HAH.

then we played in the rain. guess it was the best thing to do when you're sad. and i prayed the rain was heavier even though i was like freakin cold. shivered in the bus mans. and let's beach one day, kuan! let's wait for the feelings to come first. heh.

~~for a moment; i thought everything was back in place.~~

2006-03-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

i realise the saxist '06 sec3s are SUCH LOSERS. why? go see the loser event tmr and you'll understand. haha. *i need paper bags!!! RAWR!

and section outing. yayy! seoul garden((: wahaha. fat pig!

JIAYOU BBALLERS! at least we believe in you. rawr!

~~i think these few days suck for some reasons. and i forgotten the reason. so yah. what a loser! i just hope the feeling will just go away. shoo!~~

2006-03-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

ysd had section lunch as a farewell for the snrs lah. went to the pizza hut outside the sch cause ky insisted on eating pizza hut. ordered like 2 hawaiin pizza(: drumlets(: garlic bread(: tortilla chips(: star munchies(: ok, it was actually a set lahh. then there was 6 drumlets and 5 of us. so everyone went gaga over the last drumlet. was damn funny. ky keep protecting the drumlet thinking that it was hers. then in the end, chermaine, wusuan, kuan yee shared that pathetic drumlet, peeling one shred by one shred. me and sharyn backed out. we werent that despo. gahh.

everyone was like so damn full after eating two pieces of pizza each and stuff, we still wanted to drink the wanton mee soup. and since ky is like so close to the wanton mee auntie, she helped us get soup from her only at no cost. 5 bowls of soup. we're crazy lahh. and did i mention that this is the first time, we're all richer than wusuan. she got like 4 bucks only. HAHA. and she even owed us money. WAHAH. i wonder what happen to those 50 bucks notes. hurhur. prob spent on her crumpler.

AND I SO SO SO SO WANT A CRUMPLER. WAHHHH. i wonder what cause the sudden love for it. hurhur.

then after that went tm to study, was damn funny. and peiqi and stephanie stalked us from the mrt station. HAHA. and bum got nice skirts now. heh. and i've decided to save money. YAY! walked round tm and century spuare. and i bght a new bag with gohkuanyee. its stupid lahh. cause we bght both the same bag. GAHH. and the bag is sort of eye-catching so i said she cant carry it when im carrying it and vice-versa lahh. and we both want to carry it first so that the other person cant carry it. was damn funny lahh. so i shall carry it tmr. HAHA. and we took quite long to decide whether to buy it no. GAHH.

then went to study at macs. haha. took loads of photo. so craps lahh. shall upload ltr. and we went there with like so little money. i had only like $1.80. ky had negative cause yahh. she owe ppl money. but we still didnt care lahh. and luckily, i found one 1 buck voucher in my wallet. HAHA. then went to buy milo. yahh. then when ky pack her bag after that, she realised she got 50 cents and was richer than me, cause i left 10 cents. then she was so happy. haha. but then after a while, i realised i got 5 buck in my pencil case((: HAHA. and ky agreed that adriano sings well((: i think the whole trip was funny lahh. HEHE.

i will miss our snrs. haih.

2006-03-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

today just went so wrong. like so wrong. and i also dunno why. maybe its just like that.

and I LOVE SHARYN. cause she said she was jealous when me and ky goes whispering away. and she cant talk to me. haha. and I LOVE SHUFANG. cause she pig it out with me when im sad. and I LOVE KUAN YEE. cause she gave me a touching sms telling me all the sweet stuff. THANKS to the other ppl too. hehheh. I LOVE SAMANTHA TOO. hur. cause she cheered me up too. ok. she tried.

and i dunno why but the feeling of ponning sch was just so great. haha.

i just need someone to talk to me so that i'll be able to chase the blues away(: talk to me.

2006-03-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmm. let me blog abt the past few days.

yesterday went to samantha's house after band to do project with yuefang and vyl. ended up gng home at 11 :X but i didnt get scolded but my mother praised me caused i 'fetch' my father back. HAHA. she was afraid that i will sleep in the cab which i did. and my father is there to at least accompany me? hur. sth like that. GAHH.

today,went to watch the bball match at CCAB with gohkuanyee and cheryl tan. had a hard time trying to explain to the cab driver what is CCAB and where is it. cause when we ask the bballers what is the full address, its just CCAB MOE BRANCH. gahh. but at least we managed to find our way. hehe. and we felt like losers cause we were like so out of place and everyone walked past stared at us. then we had to like keep running out to help them fill the bottles.

AND I THINK THAT THEY PLAYED WELL. the regent ppl like big and fat. and they just corner you. what losers! den i kept scolding the regent ppl. oh my. im just such a loser. heh. anw, JIAYOU FOR THE NEXT MATCH. dont let this match get you down ppl. hurhur. cheer up mans.

`i forgot to add that the bballers thk all the ppl like the opponent's coach, ampire (i dunno how to spell) and they thked us. we were like oh, oh, *paiseh *paiseh. cause they was like only 3 of us. hee.

2006-03-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

today was a funny day tho. first i rmbed crashing into ky when i hug her. and that time i was like holding my hairband and we just crashed, and the hairband poked me and bled. it bled; pain. and our knees crashed too.

eng was funny. you see, we had to do a arguement and dunno why but me and samantha are like the peaceful ppl but ppl keep saying we're always quarelling. and in the end, raihan was the ah soh. she acted until damn funny. and jamie was funny too(: hawhaw.

and i got econs remedial cause i like blardi hell miss pass by 0.3 marks. then i wont have to hear/see her anymore. GAHH. but too bad, im stuck with her :X and she loves to call me. and now, i sit in front for econs. hawhaw.

chemistry. sorry samantha, i told you the wrong answer. SO SORRY!(:

and during recess, went to find the marine 5 ppl to do the eng project with yue fang. and she's like damn funny. hahah. and she laugh at every single thing. and gosh, we gave them questions, they answered like some SEQ like that lahh, so long.
one of the qn goes like this: '' what is the marine 5 all about?''
they're answer was sth like that: '' marine 5 consists of 5 beautiful scholars....''
HURHUR

after sch wanted to go see the softball match/study with ky but ended up doing the class banner. the hopeless ppl who cant draw are like me, shufang, joan, raihan, yuefang stayed back. and so we had to wait for the art elective ppl to finish their stuff before we do anything. thats how pathetic. and we had like a super long lunch. from 2 to 3 sth. HAHA. we ate in sch, then went videoworld to buy more food. and everyone had to buy. so we ended up with loads of food. then watch the softball match from the third storey since we could not draw or anything. and i realised that softball is like so hard to understand i swear. so many terminology.

then the art ppl help us draw the thing and we just lazed around and guess what.while they help us draw the thing WE PAINTED THE SCH(: yes. we painted the sch. but it was only the white part as the background. HEHE. and i dunno why i ended up having the most number of white paint left on my uniform. and im so freakin dead cause i have yet to told my mother abt the darn stain. haha. but it was quite fun lahh. we were crapping there and talk abt loads of funny stuff. hehe. and i was trying to make yuefang laugh when she drank water. HAHA. stayed until like 6 something. and there wasnt any bells except for abudullah's alarm. hurhur. and we practically did nothing cause we are hopeless and just look at them draw, paint. so they did everything.

then we sent raihan to the next bus stop. and i forgot that my mother will be back early today and took my time and i reach home like at 1935. and i was like pacing outside my hse talking
for like 5 mins before gng inside. that was like stupid? HAHAH.

oww. my back's aching. SHIT.
ky: cheer up(: you have me! LOVE YA!
shufang: you made me say I LOVE YOU!
reen:I LOVE YOU TOO! come visit me more often(: hee.
smantha: let's turn over new leaf and dun kena call :X

2006-03-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA. i bet this is the first time in this week that im like SO FREE. i dun have any stuff going on until church at night. HAHA. finally able to sit down and start doing all my hw. yayy.

you let go; and i fell

2006-03-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

hahah. went to sch early morning to support cheerleading. and we're suppose to collect the tee from her friend place. edna. and she dun even know where the house is only know that its the side gate tyre shop around there. so we just went all the way in and got a random house and wanted to ask around. but raihan was just so scared and in the end, samantha just press the door bell and suddenly her friend just pop out. SO ACCURATE. hee. and i swear there was a looks-haunted house there. oh shit. its still night. hur. SHUT UP LENA.

then went to support the cheerleaders. i think they improved so much after the last time i saw them during recess practising. good job! and i think our class tshirts RAWKS. elizabeth(:

then after that went to PP to eat. pulled raihan along with the bballers. hur. then what the bballers say i had to translate for raihan. damn funny. and after that, sort of went around and now im labelled as a stalker. RAHH.

then went back early cause had to go to pray to my grandmother. but in the end, my mother timing was badly estimated and went at 3 instead. then prayed to my grandmother. after that went to suntec with my grandfather to celebrate my brother's and father's bdae in advance. did i mention that they're bdae is both on the same day 19march. i know who cares right.

walked around in suntec then ended up in OUB centre or sth for SAKAE! hahah. i miss sushi mans. my brother insisted on SAKAE because they got a conveyor belt and it seems more fun. but he's only a p4 kid still. but he's already like up to my head which means he's like 155cm like that. and thats SO BAD! and he eats like twice as much as me. and he got a bad habit of shitting halfway when he eats. so when he's back from his shitting, everyone watch him continue. GAHH. and i bet i ate hell loads. and so now, im a bigger glutton, a fatter ass, and A BIG FAT PIG. boohoo.

;the dark clouds carved a shadow onto my heart

2006-03-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

ok. i went for tuition and dunno why we suddenly talked abt ghosts. which is like DAMN SCARY. because our class was the only class left so the tchr had to to lock up. then the lights left only ours. then people started to talking abt their sch being haunted and stuff like cchsms. GAHH. then people started scaring me cause i was like so freaked out. and this is because stupid SAMANTHA scared me some day ago by sending the darn horror thing which freaked me TOTALLY. and i still can rmb how the darn thing look like. EEW. but at least she was nice to send me ADRIANO's pic to comfort me. but unfortunately, the file was too large to open ): hahah. did i just said samantha was nice. hurhur.

and my friends just kept going on and on abt the stuff and i was like there covering my ears and dying. hurhur. and i had to go home all by myself and its like late at night. then my friends keep telling me not to turn back no matter what, then i jus kept walking and walking without moving my head. GAHH. it was so nice of my fren to wait for the bus with me.

and i ALMOST left my hp on the bus. i just realised that my phone wasnt with me when i got down the bus but paiseh to go stop the damn bus. then the uncle was so nice to wait for me to ask him. hehe. HAHAHA. I DIDNT LOST MY PHONE. i guess this like the FIRST time i recovered my phone. heheh.

i want to watch movie. yours, ours and mine. anyone?

get well regina!

2006-03-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

hahah. we got our FIRST saxophone tutor in history. ok, maybe its the second. and i think ms sia totally gave up on us. HAHAH.

the tutor came, and when i first look at him, i thght he lost his way cause he look like someone from a ---- sch. yahh. everyone agrees too. and i think he looks like humpty dumty for some reason. GAHH. he managed to make us think that we are hopeful afterall until we went for combine and ms sia make us lose ALL confidence. the tutor is like damn good lahh. at least there is like someone to guide us through and stuff. and he got one PINK moto razor and he likes using the word cute. even he admits himself. GAHH.

and when we asked him whether is he coming back again. he told us that the sch auction for one saxophone tutor online. and his friend bid for it and got the post. this like so dumb. plain dumb. and he was like telling us how handsome his friend is. but his married. and he said chermaine look like his friend girlfriend. so he didnt dare look at her. HAHA. was DAMN FUNNY mans.

2006-03-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

i saw sharyn post and decided to blog abt it too. HAHAH.

i got this 2 weird jnr by the name of hannah and joyce. hannah will like ALWAYS peep at joyce during combine/sectionals. and she LITERALLY peeps. then i will always block hannah and she will start laughing and she got a laughing disease too. both of them are in short GAY!

let me list out the number of gay people in our section.
hannah and joyce (sec 2s)
chermaine and wusuan.HAHAH. duno why them too(sec3)
germaine goh and yi xuan/siying

gosh. gays people in our section. THE SECS 3S ARE STRAIGHT(: whoah.

and samantha's jnr is like crazy. wrote her like 700 plus testi and now she's like deleting them all. WITH MY HELP(: im nice mans. AHAHAH.

there's band tmr. GAHHGAHHGAHH. i want to die! my lips are like dying. i believe they'll bleed tmr. GAHHGAHH. help! im dying. BOO!

2006-03-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

now im feeling low because tmr is mon. and i know my previous post say that im so excited for mon but NO. i hate tmr. and i dont want it to come. then, it will only dash all my hopes. hurhur. and things can unexpectedly change. ahhhhh. im so sad now!

boo. to top it all, there's band tmr! GAHH.

2006-03-11T15:34:00.001+08:00

i think mr ong's speech totally motivated us (or rather me, and ky too!) so much. mr ong said we're lousy we're bad. and i think we really DO suck. and i dun wan our section to be the one to bring the band down. and i dun wan our batch to be the one which destroy our reputation as a band. feel so guilty. and i really do feel bad.

time is like so running out for us. july is the competition and we're still like a piece of shit. and the snr prob wont want to play so yah. what will happen to us? die lahh. haih.

went for tuition after that. and i slept again during tuition. what a loser man. and me and my friend bought like so much food to eat and picnic there. haha.

HAH. im so excited for next monday(: HAHAH. next monday(: GAHH.

2006-03-11T15:34:00.000+08:00

i think mr ong's speech totally motivated us (or rather me, and ky too!) so much. mr ong said we're lousy we're bad. and i think we really DO suck. and i dun wan our section to be the one to bring the band down. and i dun wan our batch to be the one which destroy our reputation as a band. feel so guilty. and i really do feel bad.

time is like so running out for us. july is the competition and we're still like a piece of shit. and the snr prob wont want to play so yah. what will happen to us? die lahh. haih.

went for tuition after that. and i slept again during tuition. what a loser man.

HAH. im so excited for next monday(: HAHAH. next monday(: GAHH.

2006-03-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

today was funny. during combine, i see sharyn laughing and apparently she laughed when the tchr scolded her. HAHA.

and after band, we went videoworld to eat. and ended up bitching abt ppl. HAHA. was like damn funnyFUNNYfunny. pity sharyn werent there, or else she will add like so many stuff. hurhur. then we sat there and kept talking until like 0640 when we're released at like 0500? GOSH.

and when i reached home, i realised that i didnt bring my key and have to go all the way to my mother's working place and get the key. GAHH. carry all those damn bks make me look like an idiot! argh. and in the end reach home even even later.

and SUNDAY is coming. whoots. then get to do DANCE hip hop again. its so fun. but i dont miss all the aches we get after that. GAHH. and we get to learn new dance. YAYY.

ilovelynette(:
yay. my dance partner(:

2006-03-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE GOHKUANYEE!!

yah. its kuan's bdae today. and we sort of played a trick on her. we gave her this nicely-wrapped pink pad and hidden in this yellow stuff and gave it to her. then our section signed the card and we gave it to her to make it look like its really her present. so sharyn gave it to her. then when i went to look for her, she said she tght we gave a ring. HAHA.

it was only after recess then i went to her class and gave her her present. her present is like DAMN COOL. its like this paddle thing and you can sign on it and is used to whack her butt to wish her happy bdae(: so everyone started to whack her butt and kept whacking. HAHA. then she's like oww. and let us continue whacking. poor butt! but who cares. then there this choc, the wrapping is like not a choc wrapper but its like ermms. ARGH. i dont know how to explain. maybe i shld just take a photo of it or sth. and we gave her this notebook which is like when you move it, the guy moves. ARGH. i dont know how to explain again. nvm.

and like before her bdae, she kept reminding us that its a impt day on mon. but we just feign ignorance. and say mon is like a mo xie day for us. everyone just refuses to rmb her bdae! HAHA. yeah. going gelare to celebrate her bdae. HAHA. so fun! its been so long since we last went out together. HURHUR. and i've been mugging so much. did i ?!

mdm goh praised samantha. and the credits goes to me! cause the day before her test i forbid her to go online and now the mdmgoh praised her. she owes me a treat now! and now im like the loser who 'help' her pass and now i think i've failed. boo me!

2006-03-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

this like the first time i come back before 7 after band. AND LIKE DAMNIT. there's band tmr. shitass. then i'll have to leave alone by myself for tuition. AHH.

band. was sort of funny la huh. but practically everyone had no mood. then joyce had no score then i had to transpose it for her and it was like freakin messy and slanted and it looked hilarious too. i dunno why too. then we suppose to play for speech day and the uniform group will have to march to our song. then she make us stand up and march on the spot. and joyce was like i think i cant coordinate. and when its left she's halfway btwn. hahah. then wanshu was like so funny. she march like some opera person accd to ms sia. and i duno why our *** want us to die so much. hmm.

and sch was ok today. haha. and we took pics! ysd and today. and ysd we stupidly sat outside the class and take photos during s.s period cause the tchr didnt come and then we realised that there was a camera outside the corridor. gosh. the people in the office must be thinking what stupid idiots they are. HAHA.

and I PASSED MY S.S. only like 17 out of 41 passed. and SAMANTHA beat me and she was so happy? but im happy she passed. im a nice friend(: shufang GOT THE HIGHEST in the class. my sectionmate.

those coincidents
do you really think that they're just plain coincidents

2006-03-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. shufang kept calling me a loser cause i wrote like 8 lines for a 2 marks qn. and there is like 4 qn. and i think this gng pull me down): when i like JUST passed for the previous test. and the three test marks are all the same. cool right? whatever mans.

anw. went to eat wantonmee for breakfast with samantha today. haha. was quite stupid lahh huh. and ky and weena coincidentally didnt want to eat. it came as a surprise la huh.

then when we went videoworld to eat lunch, ky was like talking abt gng to gelare next wk to celebrate her bdae. then we feign ignorance and was like '' next wk is what? go there for what?'' then alexa was like oh, to celebrate one mth after valentine's day. HAHA. and she was like so sad?!

we had combine like for the entire band prac today. argh. but the songs were nice((: time somehow pass fast. and sitting beside joyce was like so dumb. and i was suppose to help her count when she play. and i realised that i forgotten how to count. AHH. big failure!

went back with chermaine and ky. then ky was like telling abt the gelare thing again.

chermaine: you all buying present and collecting the money from us right?
me: yahh. 2 bucks each will do. ohh no. too much. 50 cents will do.
chermaine: 10 cent each. enough to buy a pack of sweets.
me: OHH. collect money for wat. no one's bdae what.

HAHA. ky was like looking at the both of us in disbelief. HAHA.
and ky told me a VERY FUNNY thing. HAHAH.

2006-03-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

2006-02-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

guess what. i think i reached my goal for the first time. mdm goh didnt even called my name for once for today's econs lesson. AHA. she's been calling me ever since i've made my goal and only stopped today. and she prob changed her target to ezza. HAH. and she called samantha LOH. and she was pissed. HAHA.

ok. the only test that im satisfied is my emaths. aha. all other subjects practically just pass by borderline. and somehow i lost all motivation which i had in the beginning of the year. boo!

today was scary.

2006-02-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

watching the torino's figure skating. goshh. its like damn freakin nice. HAHA. it somehow reminds me of vicki. and last since dunno when i always wanted to learn. haih.

and it just makes me feel so fat when i see them skate. and they're so freakin slim can. AHH. ok. i think im craps.

and i dont even know how i feel now. i just keep thinking that its my fault cause its me who is petty and sensitive. so does that mean i find my own problem and i dont blame anyone but myself. oh goshh. and now i tell myself i should shut up.

2006-02-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

GAHH. i tried to mug so much for the past few days and didnt even come online for so long. haih.

anw.i HATE the way things are now. my life is like so screwed. SCREWED. maybe its just that im sensitive and i really hate myself for being sensitive. i really wanted to get those things out but i just dunno where to start. anw. i just need someone to pull me out of this mess. feeling so lost. i tght this feeling wont come back to me anymore. naive.

2006-02-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

haha. me and kwanny did the stupidest thing today lahh. we went to study in sch this morning and that is like at 0630. the sch is still like dark and everything. then met kwanny at caltex. and she said that i look at the wrong side when i jay-walked. HAHA. anw, we bght 3 bottles of green tea and she told me she felt like sour-powerdering. HAHA. ky brought so much food lahh. like picnic like that. wad honey baked ham sandwich, menthos. and she was gng on and on abt how great her honey baked ham is. she even wanted to bring lemon barley lahh. anw. went to study in the bb court. then it was like damn dark and the lights were dim. then we studied on this pathetic table. then we both felt like some kind of date like that cause of the lightings. HAHA.and the both of us were like damn excited when we met each other to study.

anw. ran 10 rounds for the damn pt. haha.

AND. I GOT A GOAL. MY GOAL: DONT LET MDM GOH CALL ME IN 1 LESSON. apparently she LOVES to call me. its just not fair that she always say LENA and company of friend. that is samantha lahh. GAHH. and i've not reach my goal ): GAHH.

and i think i can die with people daoing me by singing. right, samantha?

2006-02-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

KUANYEE SAID THAT TEN YEARS' SERIES IS ILLEGAL.

and she said that her a maths got VERY HIGH! then when i tell her that i blogged. she say JUST KDDING. HAHAHA.

anw. today is such a funny and sad day.

2006-02-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

ok. i managed to get all those deep hidden secrets out and it was just so nice. having someone to understand how i feel.

and i finally understand what it means that actually the ones who always appear to be cheerful and happy-go-lucky are those who suffer the most, having the most problem. those unspeakable troubles that always nv seem to come out.

I WILL JUST HAVE TO HANG ON(:

2006-02-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

ok. i feel so moody the entire day. its just for no particular reason. ok. there was a reason. no, two reasons. and yah. was rather moody the entire day until after sch when sth happened to shufang and she broke down and i also. then i felt so much better. and ky apparently said i cant hide anything from her. and people say im a bad liar (as in someone who cant lie). ohh no. how sad. HAHAH.

sorry people if i was moody today. i hope this wont last till tmr. but i think it will. damnit. and i know that there is loads of test tmr and mo xie! been trying to memorise the first two line and it took me like the entire afternoon alr! now, even the first four words are like I CANT RMB!

ahh. i just need to get things off my chest but who can i tell to. ohh goshh.

2006-02-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE.

let me thank all the people first.
THANKS
magdalene- cookie. IM FEAT. HER COOKIE. she made me do this.
cheryl- the rose ((: im gng dry it(:
kuan yee- for your sweets and gummies
sharyn- your meiji black chocs(:
ying xian- your ribbon rose and the unknown source of cookie.
irene- SUNFLOWER!

and the class ppl like
samantha gave me one keychain, one cant-die rose and chocs.
vylvienne gave me like cupcake-like-cookies
regina gave me like ferrero rocher and sweets.
cihui gave me like one huge cookie.
shermaine gave me one rose(:
alina gave me cookies.
raihan gave me chocs.
yuefang gave me hersheys choc.

WAHAHA. THANKS PEOPLE! i dunno why but this valentines' day is like so fun. HAHA. and i just dont understand why international friendship day we dont celebrate but we celebrate vday. haha.

2006-02-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

7 things that make me smile
*SLEEP! EAT! (i know im greedy)
*section((: tkgssb
*friends(:
*handphone
*mp3
*hugs
*when everything is how i want is to be

7 things to win my heart
*entertain me (HAH)
*sunflowers!
*listen to my nonsense
*chocolates
*lollipops
*hugs
*nice soft toys

7 things i believe in
*God
*we (the saxophonists) can do it!
*getting gold (or more) for syf WAHAHA
*friends are forever(:
*true love
*i will get good grades one day(YAH RIGHT!)
*nobody is perfect

7 things im afraid of
*LIZARDS
*sudden breakdown):
*BLOOD
*pain
*losing anyone
*public speech
*paiseh-ness

7 things i do everyday
*breathe
*sms
*talk
*LAUGH
*sleep
*study (HAHA)
*worry for band ):

7 people who should do this
thks for sam and raihan for sabo-ing, but its not fair that i cant take revenge):

*cheryl
*sharyn
*irene
*shermaine gan
*vicki
*mag
*ying xian

2006-02-12T13:13:00.000+08:00

AHHS. there is like so manymanymany tests next week and i haven studied anything. let not talk about studying, i dont even have time to finish all the damn hws. AHHS. i just need to breathe. doing the damn econs notes. i dun even noe what im writing. ohh shit. im gng to fail that too. and guess what. i failed everything. ok, not fail but just passed. and this is just so bad. OHH MY. and its just the starting of the year )):

and i really dread those two days. argh. shant mention it (: and i dont even know how i feel about it alr cause i feel numb to the pain. and i just dont want to think about it anymore. i give up. totally. (:

and i shall do raihan survey later. or maybe. next ime. ((: HAHAHA.

valentine's day is next tue((: yayy. and i still dunno what to get. AHAHA. flowers. am i suppose to go collect it in the morning?!?!

2006-02-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

everything has changed. for the worst.

2006-02-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

ok. i just talked to ky. and we had a funny debation abt some lame shit. and i dunno why too. HAHA. and cheryl laughs funnily. like He-He-He-He.

anw. i watch I NOT STUPID TOO. ohh my. its so so so touching. i just have to say that jack neo really know how to make movies. movie that are so touching. HAHA. and yah. i went with amanda. HAHA. and the suayest thing is that we saw mrs sin. and she is like sitting one row diagonally across us and she just cant help but keep staring at us. and her husband too.

and actually we wanted to rush for the 3pm show but mrs goh is like so shit and let me off so late so in the end we had to wait for the 4pm show. HAHA. then when we reached tm, we wanted to reach the cinema as fast as possible, so amanda took the escalotor and i took the lift. so we come to the conclusion that the lift is damn slow. HAHA. we then walked around and took neoprint. and yes. i forgot to bring money. haha. but at least i have some money to last me for the day. hee.

and i HAVE TO STUDY FOR AMATHS now. which is like so shit. hahah. and just to add that i did a careless mistake which cost me to fail the damn spring test. you see, i got the x value and i dunno for what reason i went to substitute that into the y value so evrything was wrong. AND chinese test today. its like the last qn for the first page and its qn 5, multiple choice. i go write number 5. like whatthehell. haih. damn me.

2006-02-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

when i came home, the stupid lizard on the ceiling had to frighten me and make me stand there like an idiot. and it refuses to go away. it was like so disgusting. the legs were like so detached? but it wasnt. and i had to suffocate cause i didnt dared to open the window cause of the lizard there. hee.

rosa killed me today. i was like so frightened. but FORTUNATELY. ms sia didnt really scold me. or rather she didnt notice. hehee. and ky said that she cant hear me. i rather not play can. its doesnt even make a diff. and what im talking abt is the solo which shufang and chermaine pangseh me and left me with it. and the back pages are like SHIT.

yayy. im downloading songs. got rosa and awayday. and yah, im gng to learn all my parts. and i managed to master the first tiny bar. yeah. saigon and the new piece is pissing me off. so hard to find the damn song. and if i dont get the song in my head i wont get the rhythm into my head. cause i CANT COUNT. and ky and lena complained our leg is aching. like as if we're in sports cca like that. hahaha. and i cant let ky go near *ais(figure it out) or she'll end up in jail.

and ms sia really went slow today and i still get lost. i tght she wanted to scare us only. oh my. ~~WE'RE~~ IM LOUSY. and sam got pissed hearing me complaining. hahaha.

everything that seems to be there just isnt there anymore. but now, i just take it that you're gone. although i doubt that you even notice that im not my usual self. or maybe, its just that i took for granted there you will always there for me. and now, i just realise how wrong i can be. and i just hold on to any hope that you will turn back and take pity on me.

2006-02-03T11:23:00.000+08:00

ohh my. we're having geog and im so blardi bored. and im like so damn pissed with the damn ss test. practically crap like shit. studied so much but it made no difference. ohh damn it.

BAND. ... ...

2006-02-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

ohh my. i still have tuition later and i am so blardi tired. argh. and i felt the urge to pon it, and i realise that last year i would pon like 1 time every 4 lesson. ohh my.

went to visit regina since she was like sick and i sent her hw. and she was like so surprised. HAHAAH. so fun. stayed at her hse until like 6 before i left. hardly able to keep my blardi eyes open. and i tried studying at home and all i learnt is the 7 acids formula. and i have many many more to go.

anw, ss was postponed to tmr recess because ppl went to complain that we didnt know of the change of date(: and i was like trying to study during chem. and i realise i didnt brought back my damn ss bk and i borrowed regina's. (:

OH SHIT. IM LATE.

2006-02-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

the surface is always deceiving. i just dont like the way life is. how much it changes. even though it seems like i dont bother abt how it changes but i just cant help it but try to hide. do i have a choice.

and i realise i got stuck at promoting band. band is a fruitful exp?

there's social studies and geog test tmr and i have yet to touch the tb except knowing wads primary, secondary economic activities or sum kind of shit.

and i JUST PASSED my econs. and the tchr wrote that i have grasp the concept when i copied my open ended qn answer directly from the close passage? HAHA.

and samantha just said that there's 30 page to read on just social studies alone. alone. oh shit.

2006-01-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

lena is such a failure. shufang had to tell lena what econs hw that we have when she didnt even come to sch on that day. and lena, being there, didnt know of the hw and other stuff. wad a failure.

im trying very hard to finish my hw on new year's second day. how retarded can this be. and there's so many many many test this wk. eew.

and angbao this year is really really little. im not being money-minded or anything la. oh. i havent really count the money yet. HAHA. my brother counted the money ages ago. and he wanted to stay on at my grandmother's hse to wait for more ppl. how greedy. and when my grandfather's wanted to give him the angpao, he was so excited cause my grandfather is GENEROUS. and we love him loads. (not because he's generous).

and im watching my show. AHAHAH. and the show 'it started with a kiss' (taiwan), came out in s'pore alr. yayy. that show is like the BEST. better than the prince who turn into a frog (:

2006-01-30T13:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR. everyone.

i NEED to lose weight. i HAVE to lose weight. lose the FLAB.

this new year is somehow just plain boring. i dont know why too. its just like that. and i went to my grandmother's house and slept. HAHA. my cousin slept too. im not the only pig there. HAHAHA.

2006-01-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR SUCKS LIKE SHIT. DAMNIT.

i went to cut my hair again and now it sucks like shit. and CNY is like round the corner so how am i suppose to grow my hair back again. OHH SHIT. im so dead. its like so flater. flater than before. how am i gg to go sch. eew. i should have gone back to the same salon. and the woman can say the previous person who cut my hair is really inexperienced. and she was gng on abt how great she is. eew.

now my hair is flat, make my head look so big. AHHS. and its so short. like jamie's. and why didnt i stop her. damn me.

I MISS MY HAIR. MY HAIR.

2006-01-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

dont ask me why. but im feeling so very guilty now. nvm. i dont think it really matters anw.

ok, i seriously think that no one understand what im saying. there's sch tmr. GAHH.

2006-01-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

i've learned to treasure my friends.

two more days left. LENA JIAYOU! ohh my. im talking to myself. nvm. i shall encourage myself(:

2006-01-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

i just feel so out of placeFULLSTOP

2006-01-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

ohh my. i nearly died carrying my instru back. trying to balance the instru and the a maths book. haih. OHH MY. and again, i almost sleep during band. and carrying the instru back make me eat so much. like two portions of everything and ice-cream too. OHH MY.

i took pe today. HAHA. ran one round but it was like 2.4 km like that. its just because i nv touch my pe shirt and shorts for like nearly half a year. HAHA. and by right, i cant go yet. and mrs kong gave those on mc a pe journal dunno wad shit to do. thank god i skipped it.

ohh my. im so not counting to monday. everyone will be gone and i'll be such a loner. and i realised that all the loners (not gng for obs), are like sitting together. OHH MY. and i heard again that we're going goat farm?!?! parliament?!?! kns.

YAYY. THERE'S NO BAND TMR. and rosa nearly killed me today.

and im still finding people to go see the basketball match. wahh.

2006-01-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

didnt want to post. cause my day still suck. i just dunno why too.

ohh my. i just cant believe that everyone will be leaving for obs on next monday. next week only. OHH MY. and everyone will be having FUN but i'll be staying in sch studying. how bad can this be. and heard from xq that last yr they stayed in sch learn line dancing from mdm khoo. how fun. and there's learning journey for us. like where will we go. OHH MY. this sucks. i could have just slipped in.

and this week there is like so many million test and im gng to fail all of them. esp the e maths one. ahhs. and my mother us like nagging here. ohh my. and this week im like very moody. but still the people around me is like so funny and i just forgot abt wads happening.

AND GUESS WAD. i think im talking PE tmr. hahah. im not gng to do any project for mrs kong. and lets hope i rmb to bring my pe shirt.im getting so fat. OH MY. HELP.

2006-01-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

MY DAY JUST SUCK TOTALLY!

2006-01-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

OH MY. im so addicted to this ou xiang ju (idol drama?) and its just like so nice. OH MY. im obsessed with it. HAHAH. the dvds are not even out in s'pore yet. HEE.

anw. im just such a loser can. ppl, stop telling me that im not a loser. HAHA. just jking.
its like im supposed to photostap the scores and i have to get it from shufang. so i tried very hard to rmb it. but thankfully, she gave it to me. and i happily put it inside my band file. and i just left the file in the cupboard and i forgot to take. HOW DUMB. but thats not the worst part, when i got the file, i take out the score and forgot to check if its alto 1 or two. so i zap it and its alto 1's one when i check. OH MY. then i had to run down. haih.

and this morning, i out my e maths bk on the table and my bag on the chsir so i wont like forget abt it but who knows the bk is still lying on the table. OH MY. BAD MEMORY.

band. i think we played better than concert's one. the mood was there. and i think our chasing part was rather chasy. and i think miss saigon is a nice piece. altho the front part is like killer. and and and mrs/miss lim was like humiliating us in the morning. i just refuse to raise up my hand and my snr said they were pissed cause they didnt mention them when the lower sec fake thru.

HAHA. IM GNG TO WATCH MY SHOW.

2006-01-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

yayy. its raining. so nice. i just love the wind. i love the rain too:) HAHA. and it was so windy in the class. just the right temperature to sleep. and it was econs.

talking abt econs. ohmy. i took the wrong bet. it sucks like anything. i didnt know it was so difficult. ahhs. and there is a test. i still dont even know that what is the tchr is talking about. ohmy. im so dead.

and i got nothing to say about band. ohmy. miss saigon. waddehell. and i always get things messed up. i was supposed to photostap(i dunno how to spell la) the scores and i took it. feeling so satisfied, i forgot to bring the file back. feeling like cursing myself. ohmy. so im gng to sneak into the vivaldi room. AHA.

2006-01-10T11:30:00.000+08:00

oh my. i dont know what happen to me but im like studying so much for i dunno what reason. i dont really see many test coming up except that e maths and eng on i dunno when. HAHA. on sunday went to BK to study and people are like studying too but they're probably sec 4. OH MY

yayy. im going out today. im gng to find many many shoes and if i have the money, i shall buy. yayy. i hate being broke. who doesnt.

AND HAPPY BELATED BDAE SAMANTHA.

2006-01-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

now i think that my class is ok. hahaha. the people around me quite nice la. for the front people. hah. not yet interact with them. hahah. tried tying my hair. oh my. it cant even be tied la. such a tiny ponytail. but somehow no tchr comment on it.

hmm. pe. had mrs kong who keep gng on abt the body and the mind. i think i only tied my hair during her period. hahah. our class no prefect. so fun. only there's one pop. someone cursed her that she wont get to prefect. hahah. and mrs kong sound so concerned when i tell her i cant tae pe for half a year. hahah. and she wants us to do a project cause we're free during pe. how nice. at least i have one company. yayy.

legacy. oh my. me and shufang wanted to visit sharyn and kuan yee. hahah. then when we reach their class, dahlia said they're in the toilet. we shld have just gone straight to the toilet. HAHA.

then we saw ms hamidah, then we RAN to our class. oh my. so far far away. like the first and last class. HAHA.

let's see. my class got so many people jan bdae. trying to bankrupt me. haih. cheryl's bdae too. HAHA.

2006-01-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

oh my. wad am i doing here. we're like supposed to finish heymath. shit. this is so bad.

and my first day of sch.was sick yst and apparently so many ppl know that im sick. hur. ok. i was such a BIG loser la. went in the class with no table and chair to sit. BIG LOSER. how bad can this be.

and sat right at the back. no one there seems to talk to me. except after a while samantha and vylvienne talk to me. shufang, regina and sherry is like so far. haih. so lonely. and im not going for obs. and i will be another BIG loser cause everyone will be so bonded.

so to summarise all. IM A BIG LOSER. oh my.

2006-01-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

my throats hurts badly. guess i had too much chocolate. haih. feel so sick.

anw about wad happened on friday night. so i met amanda at eastpoint. and she said she wanted to do the paint thingy for so jeong and wanted to claim money from xinyu and peiqi somemore. hahah. yes. and we actually wrote we love you on the thing but the ting was sticky and was destroyed.

den we went airport via mrt. and it was like so ermms. stupid? cos we were sitting the train towards the airport and it was like so empty. and we were sitting in the two-seater one. then opp us was like empty. but dunno why we took pic of the chair opp and ourself too la. then amanda scared me saying that not scared ltr you take den got ppl sit there meh. then we started to talk abt not watching horror movie. and that instant, we both saw the connecting part move toward us. it was so scary la. hahah. here are the pics who took in the mrt. for the orange seat, go amanda (ying xian's blog)

den we reached the airport and waited for xinyu and peiqi to come. and i din noe that airport got cold storage. anw, we saw them from afar. but decided to spy on them. haha. so amanda was like xinyu is walking to the atm machine, peiqi still at minitbits. hahah. then when we met them at t1, we told them then they were like you all so stupid. we wait for you all so long. hahh. and when we tght that they go in minitoons, they actually went to t1. and we actually wait for them to come out so long. anw, we took pics of the airport ceiling. u noe we're lame. haha.

then after that, met those who meeting so jeong at bk. bght her a shirt, and wrote our msges. the shirt was big like how manda look like..

den when we heard that we heard sort of late then we RAN. but she was outside celebrating her bdae.

and the saddest part. hahah. yah. and when we heard the jap girls are going to go in, we rushed there again. RAN like shit. again. then when we reach there, the sl asked me to take a foto together. and i sign-languadge to her that still got 2 (ky and shuf) coming and she waited. but when they really had to go in, we took a pic on their cam and amanda's one too. and i was like frantically calling ky and shuf. i was on the verge on breaking down alr la. then the conductor was like asking them to go in. and they keep asking where are ky and shuf, i was like coming coming. then when everyone went in, then reluctanly went in. it was like so sad. then i keep waving goodbye to them. after most of them checked in, shuf, ky, alexa then came rushing. we kept calling out to them and natsumi came out and gave ky a hug and we gave them the 7buucks gummies to them. it was so sad. then she went in. then ky realised that she forgot the foto and wusuan sax keychain to her bari fren. ky tried to tell the security and wanted to go in. but cant la. we keep pushing in. but still.. then alexa started to cry. and she influenced everyone. and i also cant hold back la. ky oso did cry. only shuf was like dun make me cry la. my mascara la. hahah. hiao ah that woman. and i was like trying to make amanda cry too.

and we rushed to t1 to send so jeong only to realised she went alr. so sad.

then we decided to go the viewing gallery mall to see the nakamura girl's for the last time cos all of us were still very sad. haih. but just cant seem to find it. then shuf had to go, then alexa and amanda. left me and ky.

left to find cheeri at swenses. she was treating us. and we were so paiseh. then took cab home with jialing. and the next morning when i woke up, my eyes were like so tiny and my eyelid was so thick and ugly. haih.

i just rmbed that we RAN loads of time. from terminal to termainal.

2006-01-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL. yayy. its a new year. so shit. sch starting. i tink im going to forget about finishing heymaths. hahah. anw, so much has happened this few days.

[thur]
our lunch was suppose to be a bento set but end up with pies. surprisingly 2 pies was enuff for me. and our concert. ours was shit. my snr mother sms my snr saying that our band suck. goshh. so sad. haih. but at least now we know where we stand. yayy. received two sunflower from mag and sharyn. hahah. mag's one was huge. and loads of flower. and i think i just dun have fate with amanda notes. one time she gave me, i forgot to take out from my pocket and was shreds after it came out of the washing machine. then this time, i lost her flower stuck with her note. and she wrote it at 2am. so guilty. boo. went home like so late. and we got really backstage when we saw the jap ppl dancing. hahah. played with their props too. oops.

[fri]
had the interaction with them. goshh. so fun. cause its like we cant communicate well and keep hand signalling. and wusuan got two bari fren. and chermaine brought her jap-eng dictionary. they got like crystal clear skin can? and when we having fun talking to them, ms sia was like you suppose to see how they warm up and not talk so much. hahah. played dancing in the wind with them. they are seriously good.they can even vibrato on the instru la. but their reed is like the same as ours so didnt ask them to donate to us. one player can cover 3 of us la. and they're owaise in tune. haih.

then had lunch with them. they catered pies (again), plus chicken rice(packet rice plus the chicken is separate, so when we open for them, its like plain rice. hahah.) and noodles. and we were afraid that there will be not enough for them, so we took so much food. and they eat only a teeny bit and ended up gorging ourself top finish the food. haha. took a bit of photo with them. hahah. and when they had to leave (they left 1h before the actual time, jap ppl are punctual), everyone was so sad. and keep waving. we stood at the entrance and did a kallang wave. then we decided to visit them at the airport. and so jeong was leaving too. SO SAD. dunno when will she be back la. haih...

anw, i tink i shld sleep and blog abt the airport sad trip tmr. slleeeppp

2005-12-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

ok. guess wad? a taxi almost crashed me. was like walking ALONE after coming back frm eastpoint cause my mother had to go work. then i walked, obviously there wasnt any traffic light and its like the turning. then i FORGOT to look out for cars and this taxi had to swerved to avoid crashing into me. thks god the car was like at super slow speed. if not, i wld have end up at changi general hosp which is like so near. hahah.

and i feel so so so guilty today. goshh.

2005-12-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

ooh. it was like so fun ysd and today. its like we have this church outreach and we had dance item. everything was like so cool. the dance moves, the dressing, the makeup and the glitters. reached the church like at 2 plus then keep reheasing and reheasing. ok, it was only twice. i keep making mistakes going too fast and stuff. i sark la.

and we thought that the thing starting at 7.3o, so we took a long time to get dressed when the show is like half an hour away. put loads of makeup. aha. the ting just wldnt stay on the face. and had our hair done. so pain and tight. ahah. had like 9 pins stick to my hair. and sprayed loads and loads of gel and applied loads and loads of gel too. sprayed hair glitter too. it was damn nice. then it was like shiny shiny. chink chink. oops, shiny doesnt make chink chink sound. haha. we took loads of photo too. but shld have take more more more. photos are nv enough mans. then saturday is the chinese one. not many ppl we know la. so wasnt rly nervous. performed much better then the english one. it was real paiseh. and i keep getting the first part too fast. so i was like doing slowly and waiting for them to 'catch up'. hahah.

sunday one. the eng one. its like full house and so many people i know la. PAISEH! and our hair glitter was finished up cos everyone wans more and more each time. aha. and when we wanted to buy the ting, the shop wasnt open. so sad. but ltr someone went to buy it for us. yayy. so we were like glitter more more. and we put glitter on our hands too. purple glitter on hands and silver glitter on hair. ni-ce. and gold glitter on our eyes. this time is like so much more frightening like what i said cause it was full house. ahah. then when i went up the stage, i had to run mah, then the stage went bong bong again. im heavy. im fat. boo. its like a extended stage. hmm. then before i can get down, the lights and music were on oreadi la. and again, i dunno why, but i tink i forgot the first part again. ahah. and loads of part is like so shit. and when i move my hand, it got stuck on my hair. my bird-nest like hair. but it did get out. and a lot of part i dance badly. real bad. boo. and guess wad? still got loads of people still recognise me. PAISEH! whywhy. dun understand why. shall upload pics.

2005-12-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

so busy ysd. hah. had piano. then the class bbq and had to rush to church. hah.

the class bbq was sort of a success. cause me and ky was in charge of everything. every single food oso we bring. except xq who bought the drinks, natasha who brought beehoon and mee goreng. hahah. was damn fun la. will try to load some pics up. but i guess my batt is flat. hahah.we're more successful den 2/5 one. hah. heard from dawn and peiqi. hahah. and andrea and sadia are like leaving oreadi. haih.

christmas is like less than two days time and i haven even bought anyone present. so shit. pratically din expect myself to be so busy. went for band today and everyone is like giving cards and presents but i have nth to give to them. how nice of me. and when i see them on tue, it will be after x'mas. ahhs. hate this. hate myself. eee. i shld have stayed up and write the letters. nvm, its over. hope there is time for me to go x'mas shopping with dawn. yayy.

christmas eve. yayy. this christmas sumhow is like so fun. and so sad i cant go visiting tmr cause i got to reach church like at 2? haih. but nvm, at least i wont have my cousin stealing all myt songs frm my mp3? she practically take evrything. grr.

2005-12-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

this is written halfway on tue--> omg. i just get back from our section farewell in school. damn tired la. it was like a bbq with this small pit. anw, lets get to the funny part.

ok, cos we got class bbq on thur and me and kuan yee is like the organisers. (anw, we supposed to buy EVERYTHING) so we wanted to save so we borrowed back the wire gauze and skewers. apparently, it was bought by our section. then when we wanted to go home, there was like so much food, esp otahs. den ky like otah so much, she asked ms sia whether can bring back. she was holding this big big bundle of otah, maybe there is like 30 or 40 inside. but ltr she put back when she finally felt paiseh.

and and and. ltr when they were clearing the stuff, i was like randomly telling ky whether shld we take the otah for our class bbq. she was like yes, yes. den we took 2 bags. goshh. i was so paiseh and kept luffing. ok, evryone was amused. haha. den she went up and took the serviets, and cups. hahah. den the band leader was like no, no. and ky was like nvm la, we help u clear the stuff. i saw the aluminium ask her and asked wan to bring a not, she took it immediately. and it was 2.20. and we took honey oso. and the band leader asked if she wanted the opened honey, den ky was like nvm, i got this better one. it was not touched at all. haha.

let me do a summary wad we brought back. wire gauze, two packs of serviets, cup, otahs, honey, cups, almost brought back charcoal, skewers, 2 pax marshmallow. yupp that shld be all. hah.

2005-12-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

came back from the dance rehearsals for the christmas outreach. hahaha. was so tired when i got there. den the kids was oso in it at the last part. they're like so cute and chubby. hahah. guess wad? we played catching with them. hahah.

went to VJC concert ysd. haha. was nice la. they played well. and the conductor conducts funnily. ok. not conduct, he practically 'danced' la. hahaha. he sounded friendly tho. we realised that if the conductor is friendy, maybe we will play better la. like last time when we were labelled as hopeless, we really didnt improved cos wekeep tinking that we're hopeless. ok. enuff of this.

bght this bouquet of flower for vera. it cost 35 bucks la. and ky was like sha-ing jia. she sumhow connects well with aunties. haha. even she feels so too. we wanted to give her a surprise and bought her this plant that is green, and goes round. its supposed to turn ur fortune or sth. yah. we gave her that before giving her the bouquet. but she wasnt too shock. hmm. and wu suan is like so chio so hot. she wore this polo tee, with this mini skirt. and summore she say that she dun wear shirt. and its RIPCURL. rich ass. its her one and only skirt. we wanted to escort her home in case she get rape. hahah. but they were gone when ky go buy her drink. haha.

sharyn wore this racer back shirt and jeans. she so slim. ahhs. wanted to wear this brown tank top. but my fats is like showing so yah. ended up wearing turquoise. forgotten that ky was wearing turquoise too. den ended up looking so matching. hahha. ann was chio too. hahah.

the concert was nice la. they had a skit too la. and nicole su. she was acting as i-dunno-wad char. and she wore this so short dress. she could easily zao keng la. hahah. and ky concluded that she cant.. nvm. hahah. she look so chio. hah. den vera apparently played a solo during the skit, just that we didnt really payed attention to it. gosh. hahaha. and the drummer was like so cool. i tink all drummers are cool. he looked cute too. but it was like so far. hmm.

the hols are ENDING too soon. and i've yet to finish heymaths. i actually forgotten abt it until i read someone's blog. ahhs. let's see.

monday- band. counted as whole day gone.

tuesday- ohh. im FREE. most prob i'll go shop for present:)

wednesday- band. only gng for half day:) den later for checkup. gosh.

thursday- piano in the morn. CLASS BQQ!! in the afternoon. dance rehearsal at evening.

friday- band on christmas's eve's eve's . can you believe it?

saturday- rehearsal again. plus the perfrmance at night. oh my.

sunday- CHRISTMAS. morn performance.

i shld lost weight before i wear the tight top. AHH.